Fixing the Broken (Magcon)

Chapter30

~~Riley's POV~~

"What the fuck Riley!?" Matt screams as I sit on the bed of the room we rented.

"I don't know what I was thinking," I say tears slipping from my eyes. Matt sits next to me and brings me to his lap.

"It's okay Riley, Cameron doesn't know," he says wiping the tears away from my eyes. I nod my head and he kisses me.

¥Whore¥

£Shut up!£

¥Haha nope¥

"Now let's go." He says and stand me up. I sigh and he entwines my fingers with his, "I love you Riley."

"I love you too Matt." I say, opening our door, I look down one way of the hall and see Hayes crying, I let go of Matt's hand and run over to Hayes. I sit down and scoop him in my lap craddling him, "I'm so sorry Hayes, I didn't mean to do any of this. I love you so much," I say and look at Max on the other side of him and I wrap my arm around him too, "I love both of my boys so much." I say and Hayes looks up at me.

"Riley, I think we should," he says and I shake my head causing my blue ponytail to whack me in the face.

"If he wants to Riley he should," Matt says and leans down next to us, "and you should too." He says looking at my arm. I sigh and stand up bring the two boys with me.

"You sure you want to Hayes?" I ask and he takes a deep breath.

"I'm sure." Matt then intwines our hands together once again, causing Hayes and Max to look at us.

"Are you two a thing?" Max asks, and I look at Matt.

"No?" I say and Matt laughs. We walk to the room and before we enter I look at Hayes, "You ready?" I ask Hayes and he nods his head. I let go of Matt's hand and grab Hayes' hand. we walk through the door to see Nash, Cameron, and Carter sitting on a bed, they all look at us.

"Guys we need to talk," Hayes says and we sit on the oppiste bed from them. Hayes takes a deep breath and traces over his cuts with his fingers, "I'm the one whose been cutting," he says and all their eyes widen, "I'm sorry." He says and looks at his lap. Nash gets up, then kneels infront of his little brother.

"It's okay Hayes, we're not mad." Nash says and he hugs his little brother. A smile appears on my face. I then look at Cameron and see his eyes planted on my arm.

"I know what happened Cam, Matt told me." I said and he looks at me in the eyes then he looks at Matt.

"What happened to your arm?" Cameron asks and I sigh.

"I cut myself last night. From the inside of my elbow all the way down to my wrist." I say not dropping the gase.

"Why?" He says.

"You." I say and i see his face drop. Tears slipping from his eyes, "You made me feel useless, like I'm not wanted." I say, he gets up and looks at me in the eyes.

"How?" He says and i stay quiet, "how the fuck do I make you feel you feel useless? I try to make you feel fucking wanted Riley! I try everything! I'm fucking sorry I didn't want everyone knowing I got raped by fuckning Tyna! I'm try my best to make you feel like you want to! What else do you want me to do?!" Hes in my face now, and me still not moving a muscle, "And you do nothing! Fucking nothing!" He brings up his hand and slaps me right across the face, my head moves with his hand. My hand shoots up to my cheek my mouth open. I look at him backing up and shaking his head, "Riley I-I'm soo sorry," he says and tears start to drip down my face.

¥You're worthless¥

¥How could he love someone like you?¥

¥Matt? He doesn't love you either¥

¥No one does¥

I look over to see Carter walking to me, "R-Riley... Josh... He was hit, by a car." i look at carter tears still falling from my face, "They don't think he's going to wake up."

¥Now your brothers gone... again¥

¥You're all alone¥

¥You'll always be alone¥

¥Theres no one left to save you¥

¥They all left you¥

¥Just go kill yourself you suicicdal freak¥

"SHUT UP! STOP IT! PLEASE! MAKE THEM STOP! MAKE THEM SHUT UP! STOP! STOP IT! TELL THEM TO SHUT UP! TELL THEM TO LEAVE! TELL THEM TO GO AWAY! MAKE THEM FUCKING LEAVE!" I start to scream. A cloud of darkness comes over me, and the last thing I see is Matt come rushing to my side.

~~2 days later~~

I woke up to Matt by my side. I see him perk up and i smile. I look around to see that im in the hospital.

"Hi babe," he says and kisses my forehead. I go to say hi but nothing comes out. I look at him scared he sighs and walks out the room. A couple seconds later he walks into the room with someone with him.

"Hi Riley, I'm Doc. Rose, I'm your docotor." I go to say hi again but nothing comes out once again, I give her a scared look. She sighs, "Riley, I'm sorry to imform you that you have worn out your voice," my eyes widen, "I'm so sorry Riley, but you have become mute."

What?

"Riley, you're speechless."