Baby Mendes//S.M.

Chapter 10 - Officially the worst two weeks of my entire life

Melony's POV

It has been 2 weeks since Shawn left, and I have been an absolute mess. The girls are three and a half years old now, and after they began to start walking, and talking, and making giant messes with their toys, it has been really crazy. Shawn made the biggest mistake and I don't exactly know what I am going to do yet. I came in contact with Shawn's friend (if you don't know), Cameron.

Yes, THE Cameron Dallas. It may seem like a surprise, but it has actually been really fun hanging out with him. He is really sweet and cute, and other stuff, but it hasn't made me feel alone. But now, just think what I'd have to tell Cameron that I've been hiding from him for the past week that I'm pregnant with a baby that belongs to the jackass that left. He probably won't even believe me. Now that Shawn left (and I don't know when he is coming back), it is going to be hard if he does, or if something even worse happens...

Either I file a divorce, or he does. And I would never want that to happen. We have been married four years, plus having the girls by our side, and now possibly a new girl or boy. I don't know when this pain is going to end, but it is definitely becoming better with Cameron around. He was going to pick me up at around 4:30 to take me to the coffee shop that I and Shawn always went to on the days he didn't have work, and the girls were at daycare. We were happy and quite happy at that.

Two daughters that meant the world to us, and I don't even think they understand how hard it is. I mean, come on, they're three-year-olds. They're not supposed to understand. It would just be extremely hard, when they become six, seven, or eight, and I have to tell them that their famous dad left because he couldn't handle a family or whatever when they were younger. That would just be too harsh on them.

I don't want them to have any more of a worse life then me, and my life was crazy if you think about it. Need reasons? Well, let's make a list...

1. I met Shawn because he was my teacher.

2. Our relationship was illegal.

3. My mum and dad didn't even know at the least.

4. I got pregnant at seventeen, almost eighteen.

5. I got kicked out because I was having a child with my boyfriend who was a teacher.

6. I ended up getting married to the dork.

7. I ended up having sex with him again, only to get pregnant with twins.

8. I gave birth to them, and that was officially the day that changed both me and Shawn's life.

9. We had a good life while we raised our children, Shawn going back and forth between work.

10. After four years of happy marriage, he mistreats us and walks out.

I could go on, on, on, on, and on with so many more things, but that is basically my whole life summed up into a tiny bulleted list. My life was short, and it went by so much faster than I wanted it to, but I was also still a teenager. I had hormones and shit, and who knows what stuff was going through my head. I thought it was love.

I thought that Shawn and I would grow old together until we both died. And my greatest fairytale is that we would have at least been buried together. But that hasn't happened. And as far as I can tell, I don't think it will. Maybe we can just skip the part where I say 'And we both lived happily ever after' because I have a different ending to write. This has officially been the worst two weeks of my entire life.

Shawn was an asshole jerk, dad, and husband, who left because he couldn't handle us. Our four-year marriage is being thought about, and don't know if it is going to be a happy ending. It is definitely going to end up as the Snow White movie. Only, they ended the movie when she bit into the apple. Her prince didn't come save her, and she never had a happily ever after, and worst of all...

She didn't wake up.

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HAI GUYS IM BACK

YOU GUYS PROBABLY HATE ME SO MUCH FOR DROP DEAD LEAVING YOU GUYS ON A CLIFFHANGER. IM SOOOOO SORRY.

Please don't hate even though you already do. this chapter sucks, bc it's so short, especially for springing it on you guys, when I haven't uploaded anything for.....like..........3 MONTHS

I really am sorry my friends.

don't hate meh.....

please don't stop supporting this book, its gone so far, and I can't wait to see it go further, please KEEP GOING

Until the next upload my little dandelions -- XOXO

-EM