Baby Mendes//S.M.

Chapter 12 - Now that is what I call a sweet girl.

GUYS I'M STILL SUPER SORRY ABOUT NOT GETTING A SCHEDULE TOGETHER LIKE U GUYS WANT. PLEASE DON'T BE MAD. ENJOY THIS CHAPTER...
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Shawn's POV
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"Shawn?" she asks and I look at her, kinda worried, hearing her tone.

"Yes?" I reply, worried.

"I'm...Sorta...um," She trails

"What is it, Mel?" I ask, even more worried now.

"Shawn...I'm Pregnant...and it's yours." Is what she spits out, and I can feel my face go pale...

"Y-You're what?" I stutter, and she looks down, and I wait for a response.

"I-I'm pregnant Shawn, almost a month, and its yours. I found out when I felt extremely nauseous after you left. I remember we had done it just a week before you left."

"D-Do you know the gender?" I ask, stunned, and worried that I was going to have another baby with her, and I don't exactly know if i was going to be a good father figure for it.

"No not yet, but I am hoping to know sometime next month," She said, looking a little stern, "Which means I am going to have to ask you if your interested in being a part of my life, the girl's life and this baby's life? And if so, are you going to stay? Because if not I can gladly f--"

"Don't you dare even finish that sentence. Of course I'm going to be apart of your guy's life again, and I know that it is going to take a long time before you can ever trust me again, but I promise." I re-assured her, and she only gave me half a smile.

"Okay. You said you would be coming home tomorrow. DO you need me to come pick you up at the airport, or...?" She asks, and I debate on that.

"You can. Actually could you? I wanna catch up with you." I tell her and she nods.

"Yeah sure. I will get Cameron to watch the girls for a few hours tomorrow." She says and my face fills with confusion.

"Cameron? You mean, my Cameron?" I ask her, still curious.

"Yes, your Cameron, I got in contact with him after you left because I needed help with the little ones. He comes over 4 times a week." She said and I sigh.

"Okay...I believe you. I-Is he there?" I question, and she smiles.

"Sure he is, Cameron come over here," She says happily, as she pulls the strap to her tank top up.

"Hey man," Cameron says, and he waves.

"Sup, Cam. How's it going?" I ask him, and he smiles, sticking his hands in his pockets.

"It's going okay I guess," he starts, placing his hand on the back of his neck. "Look man, I get you went through some pretty terrible shit, but I mean, let's be honest here-" he starts but I stop him.

"Yeah, dude. I know, all about it. I hurt you Mel, and I really shouldn't have, and it was wrong for me to cheat or do any of that bullshit. I know that you went through hell when I walked out of that door. I know that leaving the girls behind and leaving you with Cameron to help, was not what I should have done. I should have stayed." I start to explain, tearing up, because of how horrible I felt and how bad I missed her.

"It was wrong, and believe me, you don't have to say anything, all I need to say is.." and I hesitate for a minute before saying my apologies, "..I'm sorry Melony Elizabeth Ann Mendes. For hurting you. I'm sorry, for walking away in the heat of the moment.

I'm sorry for doing anything I did to hurt you, and I'm sorry if you thought you would have to file a divorce. I'm sorry. I want to come back and I want to change and have a chance at being a better father. Please, if you can attempt to trust me again, please let me have another chance. Please let me show you that I have no intention of hurting you, the twins, or this new little peanut." I say, finished saying my long apology and I see her slightly smile when I'm done, and teas rimming in her eyes.

"Shawn, yes. I would love to give you one more chance. I love that you want to be a better father. And no, there will be no file made." She says, and my body rushes with relief.

I get what I did was horrible, and I had no intention of cheating on her, I felt like I was getting bored when really my life was only just starting. Now, realizing how harsh I have been on her life and mine, I am doing everything I can to go through and change everything. It's not everyday that I don't miss her smile. It's everyday that I DO miss her smile, and her giggle, and the romantic moments, and the silly moments with the girls. THAT'S what I missed. And THAT is what I want to get back.

"Shawn Peter Raul Mendes, I forgive you. Now it's late and I need to get the little ones to bed. So I will see you bright and early tomorrow morning, love, okay?" She says and I blush lightly and the name she calls me and the fact that she has forgiven me.

Now that is what I call a sweet girl.

"Okay, Mel, I will see you tomorrow." I tell her, and she smiles.

Just as I'm about to end the call, she calls my name and clears her throat, and I jump slightly.

"Shawn...?" She asks, a little timidly.

"Yes, Mel?" I say, curious.

"I...I love you." She stutters, and I smile.

"I love you too, Melony, goodnight." I say with a big, gaping smile spread across my face.

"Goodnight." She says, pressing the red END CALL button, and I shut my computer.

I get up from my seat, and walk to my suitcase that is against the wall of my hotel room. I see a pair of black lace underwear that I remember belonged to Camilla, and I fill with tons of anger, as it rushes through me. I grab them up and use any and all of my strength to tear them and I throw them in the trash.

I messed up. No I didn't mess up, I fucked up. And it was bad. And I know that doing anything I can to erase all of the bad memories will be the start of my new life. The new start I'm planning to make with Mel. The new start that is going to change me.

I'm ready to go home.
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