The Not so Secret Secret//Jachary

Chapter 10

Zach's POV
(Also wanted to let y'all know that the setting is at the Why don't we House but Zach is dreaming right now about when he cheated while he is unconscious)

I walked by my bunk, where Jonah was standing, watching me walk in.

"Jonah? What? Do you need something?"

He pushed on the bunk until he was standing up straight again. "Hey cutie."

I crossed my arms. "I asked you something."

"Why talk when we can kiss?"

He came up to me and wrapped his hand around my head and pulled it forward to him, and kissed me. At first I tried to fight him, but soon gave into his soft gentle kisses.

He started to kiss faster, running his hands through my hair and pushed me against the bunk. I gripped the wooden bar tightly trying to match his kisses.

"J-Jonah."

He held my neck with one hand and the other on my shoulder and kissed the side of my neck he wasn't holding.

I felt water splash on my face and opened my eyes to Jack leaning over me. I was surprised, he looked really worried.

"Zach? Are you ok?" He said and took my hand, intertwining it with his.

"Why do you care?" I sat up.

"You cheated on me Zach. That doesn't mean I don't still love you. I'm hurt but I can't not love you."

"I'm not worth it. I'm a bad boyfriend." I let his hand go and walked down the hall.

"ZACH!" He stood up, "Please stop this!"

I stopped.

"Stop what?"

"I love you so much but you...you don't act like you love me."

"That's why I'm leaving." I started to walk away again.

"Leaving were?"

"Don't follow me."

I opened the door to the back yard and closed it behind me.

Jacks POV

I'm not stupid, I know what he's doing.

Once he closed the door he started running across the grass next to our pool. I ran to the door but it was locked. I banged it although I knew it was useless. I ran to the front door and ran out going through the side of our house. I knew I was crying but I didn't bother to wipe the tears away.

I didn't have time.

I got to back yard and saw him standing at the little cliff we had, looking out at the city below it. You could see all the lights in the buildings since it was night.

I tied to run faster and saw him look back at me and stopped, not wanting to make him jump.

"Don't do this Zach." I tired to keep my voice steady but failed.

"I'm not worth it. I let you down. You deserve better."

He looked back to the city and I shook, scared to death.

"I'm done keeping secrets." He said.

"Don't you think I am too? Don't you think I want to tell the whole world about us? Don't you think I HATE PRETENDING? No, you don't, because you don't bother to think about how I feel! You don't even TALK to me! We practically aren't even dating!"

I saw him winch.

"That's why I'm leaving." Then he did it.

He jumped.