The Not so Secret Secret//Jachary

Chapter 20

Jacks POV

I picked up my skate board and said goodbye to the girls and thanked them, then we left.

The ride home was silent but I know we were both thinking the same thing: what the heck are we gonna do?

I didn't like how worried and concerned the girls were because I know that's probably how the other fans feel too. I care about our fans so so much and I hate that.

They're right though, something has to change, or it'll destroy the band.

Me and Zach put our skate boards away and went inside. The other boys were all in the kitchen talking in low hushed voices.

"There you two are!" Said Corbyn as we walked in the room.

"Oh good. We were getting worried." Said Daniel.

I shrugged and went upstairs.

I heard Zach close the bedroom door behind me and I took off my shirt and pants and threw them on the floor.

I didn't expect for Zach to talk to me or even really touch me, just kinda go to sleep. But when we got in bed Zach flipped around so that he was facing me and kissing me, and ran his hand through my hair.

"I missed you." He said as he played with my noodles.

"I did too." I whispered pulling him closer to my chest. "Don't do that again."

"I won't. I can't."

"Good."

"I don't like the hate. It gets to me. I feel like what we are doing is wrong."

"There is nothing wrong with loving each other. People will always look at us and point. We just have to get used to that. It'll be worth it."

"I know it will."

"Then we gotta tell them. Tell them everything. We can't keep this secret anymore."

"But-"

"Zach."

"Yeah?"

"It'll be ok. I promise."

"But what if it isn't?"

"It doesn't matter. As long as I have you with me then everything will be ok."

"God I love you."

"I love you more." I giggled softly and kissed his head.

"Not possible." He whispered and cuddled deeper into my chest.