The Not so Secret Secret//Jachary

Chapter 15

Zach's POV

I woke up expecting to feel Jacks chest against me, but woke up alone.

I shot up and called out Jacks name.

Nothing.

I started getting all sweaty and started breathing hard.

I jumped outta bed and walked clumsily around the bed. I heard running water and turned to our bathroom.

I was breathing too hard to call out his name so I tried to open the door, but my hands were shaking too much.

I took in a deep breath and called out his name.

Nothing.

I tired again to open the door this time more aggressively. Finally I got it and fell forward since I was leaning on the door.

"Zach? I didn't know you were-"

I pushed myself up and heard the curtains to the shower open.

He was peeping through the curtains looking at me. "Sh*t."

He disappeared again and then came out again, a towel wrapped around his waist.

I stood up and ran up to him hugging him. He couldn't really hug back though since he had to hold up the towel.

"Zach? What are you doing?" He said and rubbed my cheek.

"I didn't know were you went. I was scared."

I sound like a two year old. But it's true. I was terrified. Yet he was just taking a shower...

His eyes softened and he nodded. "Lemme get dress ok?"

I didn't wanna leave. But it didn't seem like I needed to because he went right ahead and started putting on his clothes not waiting for me to leave. I didn't know if he wanted me to leave or not so I just stood and watched.

He finished butting his jeans and came back over to me guiding me back to bed.

"I don't wanna cuddle." I said and turned around to Jack.

He shrugged. "We don't have to I just thought you wanted something."

"I do."

He down at me, confused.

I wrapped my arm around his head and kissed him, and put my other hand around his neck.

He kissed me back and put his hands on my hips.

I dropped my hands and gripped his back tightly as I slid my tongue into his mouth.

At first we...both...didn't know what to do but after a moment I felt Jack tongue enter my mouth too.

We started breathing heavily and had to stop for a few moments before smashing are lips back together.

Jack stopped kissing my lips and breathed heavily down my neck before kissing it.

My breath caught in my throat as he kissed down my neck to my collar bone leaving marks as he went down. I gasped and gripped his back as he licked me.

He licked me.

"J-jack. Jack not now."

It took so much effort to say that because I didn't want to stop so bad. But I had too.

He stopped licking me and looked up at me then down at the marks he left.

"Why?" He asked.

"It's 12 in the morning."