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Are You Jealous Lucy

Dallas was shaking me lightly and mumble in my ear. I wake up and roll over away from him.
"Baby wake up." He kisses my cheek. "It's almost 5:30 at night. Let's go get dinner." Dallas rubbed my arm.

"No." I mumble and push him away from me.

"Yes." He laughed and pushed me out of the bed. I fell onto the floor and laid there.

"No." I don't move from the floor. I was tired and my body hurt. But I soon got off the floor and got dressed in a dress that Dallas picked out for me. I hide my blades under the dress and look in the mirror. Dallas came up behind me and moved my hair to the side and kissed my neck.

"You look beautiful." He mumble into my neck as he kissed me.

I push him away from me. "Let's go."

"I can't wait to rip that dress off your body." Dallas mumbled and came up next to me and took my hand and led me out of the house and to his car. We got in and drove off it a fancy sushi restaurant.

When we got to the restaurant Dallas got out and opened the door for me. I thanked him and walking into the building. There was a cute asian girl working the greeting table. Dallas told her we needed a table for two and she leads us to a table by a large window that shows out into a Zen garden. I look out the window as the waitress came up to our table and asked what we wanted to drink.

"Water." I say turning and looking at her. She was a taller girl. Around 22, long black hair, and brown eyes. She was Asian too. She was also cute. Her uniform looked uncomfortable. It was a white button up shirt with a black tie and black pants. It looked stiff, too stiff.

She looked at Dallas and asked what he would like to drink. "I'm fine with soda." Dallas smiled at her. She nodded and wrote it down on her note pad and walked away.

Dallas looked across the table at me. "What's wrong?" He asked as he put his hand on mine.

"No. I'm fine. I'm still tired." I say as I look back out the window.

"Okay." Dal stated and looked at the waitress come back with our drinks.

I growled as she smiled at him and asked what we wanted. Dal ordered for us and she laughed and walked away.

"Are you jealous Lucy?" Dal smiled at me.

"No." I say blankly at him.

"Are you sure?" He rubbed my hand.

"Yes." I say with no emotion.

The waitress came back with our sushi and set it down. She set the check down on the table and I saw it had a little heart on it next to thank you. I stand up and go towards the bathroom. I follow the girl into the back room and grabbed out some towels and turned around and saw me.

"Ma'am, this is a staff only space. Please leave." She said lightly and looked at me. I pull a knife out from under my dress.

"Don't ever come near him again, and if you do you will never see daylight again." I growl and corner her between a shelf and a wall.

She whimpered and ran out of the room. I growl and put my knife away. I go back to our table. I sat down and looked at Dallas.

"That was a long bathroom break. Get lost?" He smiled at me.

"No." I growl and look down at my food.

"Is something bothering you?" Dallas asked.

"No just eat." I mumble and pick up my chopsticks and start to eat my sushi. As I eat I watch Dallas. He was smiling to himself well he ate. I look back down at my food and the image of how Dallas looked at that girl was burned into my mind. He probably likes her more then me. I'm probably just a fuck buddy. Someone he can have a midnight run with. I'm not going to let him use me like that. I'm a fucking assassin. I can kill him and no one will ever find the body. Why am I even here? I think to myself as I ate.

Dallas put down his chopsticks and got up. "I'm going to use the restroom. I'll be right back." He said and walked off. I watch him leave. I stop eating as I see a girl start to follow him into the men's restroom. Dallas went into the restroom and a few seconds later the girl did too. I drop my chopsticks and stand up. I growl lowly and walk out of the restaurant through the back door. I walk into the cold night as I think about what I saw. He's a fuck boy. He's using me as a toy. I'm just a fucking pet. Why did I trust him. I let him take me. I'm such an idiot. I think to myself as I walk down the dark alleyway. I hear a noise behind me as someone starts to follow me. They came running up behind me and tried to grab me. I pull my dagger out and jab it into their shoulder. The person yelled in pain and fall to the ground. The person was a large male. He had leather gloves on and a Mack covering his mouth. I growl and kick them hard in the head knocking the man unconscious. I pull my dagger from his shoulder and wipe it off on his shirt. I put my knife away and keep walking. I make it onto the main street and walk down the quiet sidewalk. I hear a bell ring from a door opening and hear footsteps coming towards me.

"Celeana. Hey why'd you leave?" It was Dallas. He came up behind me and put his hand on my shoulder to stop me. I smack his hand off me and don't turn around to look at him. "What's wrong? Celeana. please tell me. What's going on?"

"Fuck off." I growl and clench my fists.

"Why are you so mad? What did I do?" He asked trying to look at me.

"Am I a toy to you? A fucking toy you can play with them put aside when something else catches your eye?" I growl.

"Celeana? What are you talking about? I don't think of you as a toy. I think of you as my girlfriend." Dallas had confusion in his voice.

"What the fuck where you doing with a girl in the men's bathroom?" I growl lowly.

"Celeana, I didn't do anything with any girl. That girl you saw was a guy. It was a drag queen. Baby please I didn't do anything." Dallas put his hand back on my arm and pulled me to look at him.

"Bullshit." I growl.

"Baby I'm not lying to you. I would never use you. You are my lover. My everything. I want you in my life and no one else." Dallas pulled me close to him. He hugged me but I didn't hug him back.

"Whatever." I hiss.