This is now

I'm Pregnant

I leave the dinner and put my helmet on. I get on my bike and speed down the roads. I make it back to Dallas's house to see there was a light on. I park and go inside. I go all around the house and see no one is there. Jay must have came by to see if I was here. I go downstairs into the basement and see the ripped punching bag on the floor. I go over to the corner to a old box. I open it and pull out a stack of money. I close the box and go back upstairs. I leave the house and go back into town. I go to a clinic in town and go to the lady at the front desk when I get inside.

"How may I help you?" She asked with a smile on her face.

"I need to have a test." I say as I look at her.

"Okay. Fill these out and the someone will be out to take you back soon." The lady said too Nicely. I take the papers and a pen and fill out the papers. Putting fake names on everything.

Soon a young lady, about 26 came out and called my name. I stand and follow her back. She took me too a room and asked me a few questions.

"Alright. Now, I'll have to take your blood. It will let us know if you're pregnant. If you can lay back for me so I can get your arm ready." She said as she got out her stuff. I pulled my sleeve up and she saw the bandages around my arm. "Do you do self harm?" She asked conserned.

"No. I scraped my arm well I was working on my bike the other day." I lie to her.

"Okay. Just relax your arm, it's only a pinch." She said as she entered the needle. I don't even flinch. I watch the ceiling as she take the blood she needs. She put gaws on my arm and left with the blood.

I sit in the room for about an hour I played with my knife as i waited. I head the door handle move and I put the knife away. The doctor came in and sat down.

"Miss. Cassy, it seems like you are pregnant. The test came back positive. Now you won't know the gender till about 18 weeks." The doctor continues to speak but I ignore him.

I sigh and rub my eyes.

"If you don't want a child there are options that you can take."

"No it's fine. I'm ready to leave." I say standing up.

"Alright. Take this to the front desk and she will take it from there." The doctor said signing the paper. I take the paper from him and go to the front counter. She takes it and I pay. I leave and go to my bike. I sit there for a moment and think about this.

"Jack said live life the way I want too. And somehow I think he knew I was pregnant." I say as I put on my helmet. I go back to my house and go inside. I go up to my room and sit on the bed. I turn my phone back on and see all the messages from jay and Zack. I sigh and call Dallas.

"Hello?" He mumbled, his voice was horrid. I must have woken him.

"Hey." I mumble. I didn't know what to say.

"Hey baby, I've heard you've been causing trouble." He said. He sounded like he was walking now.

"Ha. Ya. Kinda. But I have something to say." I mumble.

"What is it?" I hear him say from behind me.  I turn and see him.

"Dallas. You're home." I say as I put my phone down.

"Ya I'm home because you've been a fucking pain in my ass. I can't leave you for more then what, four days?" He said as he came over to me and put his arms around my waist. I put my arms around his neck and hug him.

"I don't want you to leave me, please." I say into his chest.

"I had work stuff to do and I had to leave because of your miss behavior." He said as he let go of me. "Now what do you have to say?" He asked.

"I'm pregnant." I say looking at the ground.

"What?" He asked.

"I'm pregnant Dallas." I say louder.

He stood there silent. "I don't know what to say. How?"

"Because we had sex." I say looking away from him.

"But when?" Dallas said coming over to me.

"About two weeks ago. I just found out. I just came back from the doctor." I say as I sit on the floor. I feel like crying. What if he doesn't want a baby with me.

"Baby," He said sitting on the floor in front of me. "Don't cry, this is great news. We can start a family." He said moving my hair out of my face. 

"What if I'm an awful mother?" I say as I read runs down my face.

"You'll be a great mother." Dallas said as he pulls me towards him. He leaned back against the bed and pulls me onto his lap. I held onto him as he rubbed my back. "Baby, we'll have a great family. And I know you won't let anyone hurt the baby because you're a hired killer." He mumbled into my hair as he kissed me head.

"I hope you're right." I say as I hold onto him.