Number 1 Fan
Written by: Nikki Alistado
Internet pictures.
Life-sized standees.
Merchandises.
Concert tickets.
Posters.
Being a fan makes you feel abstract kind of emotions.
It makes you feel like you belong
It makes you feel deep deep deep happiness, like you're in cloud nine.
Unseen concerts.
Tears shed.
Moneys spent.
Time wasted.
But when reality hits you, you'd feel down,
deep deep deeper than the ground
Because you'd realize that your idols would never even know you've existed
and that you are just one fish in an ocean full of admirers.
But no matter what,
in the deep deep deepest abyss of your heart,
you'll always believe and hope to see your idol, soon.
Because you are the number 1 fan.
