is this love meant to be?
when im with you i shatter
i go to the dark place in my mind
with you or not everything hurts
but is it worth it to be alive without you?
is it worth it to go throughout life with you not there?
what do i sacrifice?
you tear me apart stitch by fucking stitch
you do it absentmindedly.
i will never be anything but just a choice to you
i am not a goddamn choice
i am not a pawn in your fucking heartbreaking game
you do not get to use people just for your temporary fucking happiness or peace of mind.
you do not get to break my heart and then flip the script
i am angry i am shattered i am dying
flowers decay in your path
you try and try and try to feed them but the water is laced with poison
i dont understand the things you do
and i dont think you do either
- i dont feel this way anymore but this was a draft and i thought it was decent enough to publish
