i believe in love,
and want it so bad.
but you damaged all my perspectives.
love is not supposed to be controlling.
love is not supposed to be selfish.
love is not supposed to be fighting
every
single
day.
love is not supposed to make your partner
be on the edge of living and dying
every
single
day.
love is supposed to be a lot of things that we
werent.
but, it makes me think.
was this really love?
im caught somewhere between
knowing that i'm going to feel unconditional love.
but what if i don't?
i have to have that love for myself.
just me,
and you couldn't ever let me.
