Evanescent: BTS AMBW

04

"You know that I can't, show you me, give you me, can't show you a ruined part of myself."
-Jungkook: The untold truth. 

He walks over to the counter, in which held the note itself. 

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"Before it starts," the man in black says as he is now away from the booth. "Take these." He said before handing them each something that made their heart stop. "Now," they all look at him with a pained expression, "Now, let's begin." Before anyone could reply everything turned black.  

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RM was now holding the same note, the one the man in black gave him. It didn't dawn on him that the note could be important. He just saw her handwriting and it pained him. 

He slowly picks up the letter, comparing the two as he agonized over the thought of having to read it. He didn't want to, but he knew he had to. Mustering as much courage, he finally rips open the envelope and began to read. 

He cried. 

He didn't know what to do. 

She sat on the couch as she sobbed into the boy's lap. 

"It's okay," he cooed into her ear as she let's all of the pain out. 

"I-I was scared, he was like a completely different person. He wasn't the man I fell in love with." She stutters as she felt his hand in her hair, playing with her curls gently. 

"He's been going through a lot, actually-he snaps his fingers-I need to return something to you." She lifts up slowly as he runs into a room. Eyeing the T.V. blankly, she felt as if everything around her was slowly falling apart. He used to tell her whenever something was bothering him, so why didn't he just flat out say what was going on?

"Here you go," Jimin hands her a brush.

"I'm confused, why is my makeup brush here?" She asks as she notices the faint white particles hidden within the bristles. 

"Oh-he hops onto the couch-Namjoon has been using it." She turns quickly looking at the thin lined boy. 

"What do you mean?" She asks with questioning eyes. Without hesitating, Jimin let it all out. 

"He's been having issues with loving himself," the boy said with a quiet voice. Her eyes widen as she leans back onto the couch and closes her eyes. 

She was a such a fool, why didn't she notice it before?

RM sits in a bar, letting the bitter drinks consume him. Why didn't he see the note before? Why did he have to jump to damn conclusions? 

After gulping down his last drink, he pays the bartender and begins to slowly walk down the empty street. He wasn't all the way drunk so, he had some common sense. 

She was messing him up, since when did he start changing the past, and how come he didn't prevent the small things? The small things that would eventually blow up to become bigger problems. 

Her, on the other hand, was running frantically trying to find the boy who she misunderstood. He was scared, that's all and if she were to leave him now, who knows what could happen to him. The apartment was empty and his car was gone. 

"Oh, my god-where are you baby?" She said as she ran to the park hoping he was there. When he wasn't there she kept running everywhere. Until she heard a string of curse words coming from straight ahead. She rushed over to the noise without a thought. It had to be him. 

She was correct because he was slumped over a trash can. 

"RM!" She finally ran up to him and patted his back, the strong smell of vomit and Soju filled her nose but she didn't say anything. She kept rubbing his back until he was done. 

After finishing he turns around and smiles. 

"Baby! Where were you? I thought you left me, haha, funny huh?" He says as he hugs her tightly. She whines at him as he squeezed the living shit out of her.

"R-RM, damn it let go and let a girl breath." He let's go before, she could catch her breath. RM pulls her into a kiss. The strong taste of alcohol filled her mouth as he slips his tongue into her mouth.