Evanescent: BTS AMBW

05

He was still a bit dazed, a groaning mess, he sits up slightly only to be agitated by the beaming light from the sun. He notices a cup of water and Advil sitting on the nightstand. He sighs because he knows he would have to explain himself to her. Gulping down the pills he enjoys the feeling of the water going down his throat, easing the burning feeling. He runs his hand through his hair as he finally gets up and washes himself up. The smell of vomit annoying him. 

She was sitting in the living room, feet tapping the wooden floor as she tries to recoil everything that happened last night. The kiss. She touches her lips and slightly rubs them. They felt different, she couldn't put her finger on it but it-it just does. The temptation was a bitch, she rubs her hand as she tried to ease her noisy mind. As she was about to turn on the T.V. for more distractions, he walks in with a towel wrapped around his neck. They both look at each other as if it was their first time.

"So," was all she could say in such an awkward situation. RM closes his eyes as he walked over to her, in an odd way he was still hoping that he can still avoid such a talk. He squats so they were eye level. 

"I don't know." Was all he can muster because he really didn't know. Everything was so confusing. She rolls her eyes and sighs loudly. 

"You know, I'm getting really tired of the bullshit, RM."Her eyes were like daggers to him.

"I know, I am too." She shakes her hands and tried to get up. "W-Wait where are you going?" He tried to touch her shoulder but she flinches. This made him upset, upset at himself. 

"Don't touch me." She sneered as she walks into their shared bedroom. "You are filled with so much bullshit that it's not even funny." She chuckles, opening the closet she finds a bag and starts to grab some clothes. 

"Come on don't be serious, (Y/N)." He wasn't ready, now that she was living right in front of him. It hurt him even more. 

"No, you don't have no right to tell me what to do." RM wasn't giving up this easily. He grabs her wrist gently and turned her around so she was facing him. 

"Look, there's a lot going on with me at the moment but if you were to leave I don't know if I could ever get better. I need you because I love you," his pleas made her gaze soften, maybe a bitch face was not the best expression. 

"Oh," he looks at her with a puzzled look. "You must-I don't know RM, you hurt me physically and mentally." She whispered as she tried to keep her eyes away from his brown ones. 

Emotions. 

They were a bitch because next thing you knew. You were crying. 

Pathetic. 

She smiled softly as her hand land on his cheek.

"RM," He hums as he closes his eyes, she begins to lean closer. "RM-," 

Everything turned black.