Evanescent: BTS AMBW

02

He was sitting awkwardly on the shared bed and stared at his phone. He wondered how the others were doing. Did it work for them as well? Sighing in defeat. He picks up his phone and looked for Chim Chim, strangely enough, he sees the last text he sent to the cheerful boy, which was not so cheerful. 

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RM walked back and forth in the bedroom, eyeing his phone that was set neatly on his bed. He noticed the change in the atmosphere, it felt colder. After talking to himself for what felt like hours he mustered up the courage to finally confront the younger boy. He picked up his phone and scrolled down to C. Seeing Chim Chim in veiw, he slides his finger lightly over it still thinking about his decision. Was he really going to do it? He clicks on it and starts to type, pouring all his emotions into the text. Finally, he sends it. The little blue bubble was now seen by him. Anxiously, he waits for his response. The three dots showed onto his screen. 

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RM throws his phone across the room-hopefully it didn't break-He grabs shoes and heads outside needing to clear his mind for a bit. She was at work, which worked for him. He was so confused more than anything-wait, maybe overwhelmed. After being away from her for so long, he didn't know what their normal was. He notices a park and sits on a swing. Feeling the wind blow onto his unloved face, he smiles. He remembered the first time he brought her here. He remembered their first kiss together, was on this very exact swing set. He was so surprised when he heard that he was her first kiss he was a confused mess. How someone as beautiful as her let someone like him steal her first kiss. 

Someone like him. 

As the swing went up he lifts his feet up slightly and jumps. He felt a slight ting as his hands touched the hard platform that surrounded the playset. He sighs with content, the burning feeling somewhat made him feel good. He lays flat on the hard surface and watches the clouds slowly float pass, occasionally trying to find something within the clouds. He heard faint footsteps near him and slowly sat up slowly noticing that it was now night time.

"So, this where you've been hiding." She sits next to him, sighing contently. "I thought your ass left me, but I knew you wouldn't disappear on me." He froze at her word choice. 

Disappear. 

Little did she know, he knew that she would do it to him but he doesn't pry on it. He gives you a faint smile before chucking. 

"Yeah-he sniffles-I know you wouldn't disappear on me either." He says as he wipes his eyes. He couldn't tell her about what their future holds all he could tell her were his undelivered truth. She smiles at the sky, from where he was sitting he could've sworn he saw stars in her dark eyes. Looking up himself he noticed the dark sky was blank. Giving a low chuckle, he sniffles again. His sniffles turned into loud sobs. She looks down from the blank sky to the boy with tears. Her eyes widen as she scoots closer and grabs his tan hand. 

"RM, what's wrong?" She whispers as her other hand rubbed his back gently. He doesn't give her a response. His sobs mixed with deep chuckles filled the darkness. Finally mustering a voice RM wipes his cheeks once more before looking at the liar. 

"If you had the chance," she looks at him. He covers his mouth as he looks into her loving eyes. "If you had the chance-he repeats-would-would you disappear, (Y/N)?" She looks at him before turning her gaze to the ground as if the playmat was intriguing. 

"Is that your reasoning for crying? Because I might disappear?" The faint sound of barking dogs filled the awkward silents between the couple. After what felt like hours she stands up and holds out her hand. "Let's go home." RM grabs her hand and headed home. 

As their walk came to a closing, RM was shaking with fear. She never gave him an answer.