amnesia || l.h.

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I hate the feeling of being alone. Wait im like that everyday. I hate this. I dont even know why im always this sad. Oh. I forgot to introduce myself. Well my name is Amnesia. And I live alone I'm this big house. My mother used to a crazy drunk and died of drug over dose. I know, no sympathy please. She used to hit me and do crazy things when she was drunk or high. She died when I was 14. Oh and my dad. He died of being hit by a another crazy drunk driver. I don't really remember him because he died when i was 8. I have a brother i think but hes much older than me. He left right when he turned 18. And i think i was 10. I really wanted to find him, but I don't want to because he just left me with her. I bet your wondering where I went when everyone left. Well I had to stay at my rich aunt and uncles home. They expected to much from me. Because they were rich and snobby. As soon as I turned 18 I took money I had saved an left. I hated that place so much. During that time, I had started to self harm, ever since my brother left. I really thought he loved me. No he lied. I hate him too. I committed suicide 5 times and obviously failed all times. The first time It was by accident. I cut myself too deep and fainted. I woke up on the floor in a legit pool of blood. And the one time I overdosed on pills but I woke up on a hospital bed. And the other 3 times I tried hanging but my aunt and uncle found me. So basically, I am that sad girl in your neighborhood. I just really want happiness. But I'm starting to believe that it's made up.

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hey guys. I hope you like this. this is the POV of amnesia. tho is making me depressed lol. but this is a sad story. so deal with it or exit. I'll update tomorrow probably. ok thanks. love you guys. oh and comment if you actually like this or it's too sad. k bye now.