amnesia || l.h.

03.

        Like every single day, i woke up fearing to go to school. I really hate school. I know everyone say it but i really do hate it. Im scared. It is my senior year and I still get bullied to this day, every single day. One is a group of 3 boys. And the other group is 4 girls. I used to be friends with them all but something terrible happened and now they make my high school experience terrible. I finally get up and start getting ready. I go to the bathroom and do my daily routine. Then i go to my vanity and put on some concealer to not show so much of my dark circles. Then i put some mascara and then I'm done. I don't put a lot of make up on like other girls. Who do i have to impress? After I'm done, i go down stairs and get a glass of water. I don't eat in the mornings because I cant. what i mean by "cant" is I'm anorexic. I just don't eat. I get my school bag and run to my car and get to school. Now I'm terrified to go to hell (school). When I get to school i hurry to my locker and hope i don't see any of my bullies. I hurry to get my books and go to my first period. But its too late. I see 2 of the boys, Calum Hood and Ashton Irwin. I swallow. " aw is little Am scared?" Calum says.  Am is the nick name they gave me. I hate it. I don't reply. Ashton throws me to the locker and aggressively yells " why the fuck aren't you answering you stupid shit?" I still don't answer. I don't even start to cry because this is a daily routine now. Ashton let goes of me because he see a teacher. They both leave. I go to my first period with my head hung low. Because my head was down while i was walking, i bump into someone. This blue eyed boy. I pick up my things and leave him staring at me. When I get to my first period, I try to not make myself cry.

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hey guys! sorry i havent been updating so much but i feel like this is an ok chapter haha. Lukes pov will com eup soon! if there are mistakes osrry. well i hope you enjoyed this chpater. love you guys. ill probably update tomorrow. bye guys.