Carelessly In Love

The Big Decision

Alyssas POV:

I saw these 2 blonde girls and they started walking over to us. "I'm Holly and this is Caroline, but we don't care about you. We care about them." They had a lot of make up on. They pushed past me. Did they not see that I had twins in my arms?

Niall and Harry looked nervous. They both looked at me while the 2 girls put their hands on the boys' chest. I was pissed. I looked at them. They looked like they were enjoying what they were doing to them. I yelled at them "How could you!?" I started to cry. And I ran away. I'm pissed.

I just had my babies and they do this to me. You could call me jealous, but I have hormones. I'm a new mother...hormones are the thang!! I ran to the only place I knew... Niall's Parents' house. I knocked on the door rapidly. I had a carrier in each arm, knocking wasn't easy.

A pretty woman opened the door. "Hello Mrs. Horan... may I come in?" She took the carriers from me and looked at the babies. "EEEEEKK! WHICH ONE IS MY LITTLE NIALL'S?" I pointed at Nathan. "His name is Nathan." She didn't question about Niall until I HAD to start crying and I told her. She hugged me tight and said, "I never liked that slut anyway." I giggled a little. "Niall loves you. He went on and on about it on the phone when he rushed you into the hospital. He never loved anyone. You are the first person he said "I Love You" to.

She turned on the television and said, "Stay as long as you like. I'll watch the babies, you relax." She laid a blanket over me and handed me a mug of hot chocolate. She is so sweet. Then I heard a knock on the door.

Juliette's POV:

I saw Alyssa run past so I ran after her. I saw this girl named Sophia Smith. Liam told me to stay away from her. She walked past me all nasty " Juliette " I said " Sophia " I watched her pass and she kissed Liam. And I think he ENJOYED IT! I now understand how Alyssa feels.

I didn't stop, I kept running and I turned the corner and a couple blocks later, I saw Alyssa enter a house. I decided to wait a little before I knocked on the door. A lady opened the door, "Um...is a girl named Alyssa here?" I questioned. "Yes and who are you?" she asked.

"I'm Juliette, Alyssa's BestFriend and Liam's Girlfriend... I mean Wife." I smiled weakly still in pain. I still see Sophia kissing Liam in my head and it feels like a knife thought my heart. She patted my shoulder , "Stay as long as you like. Alyssa is in the other room." She pointed left. "Thank you Mrs..." I started. "Horan."

Ohhhhh...its Niall's mother. Duhh! I smiled and waved and continued to the left. I walked in and Alyssa was passed out on the couch. I walked to the other chair and sat down and pulled a blanket over me. I started to stare at the television. A diaper commercial... why did I leave my baby with Liam!? I should've taken her. I'm alone now. I dozed off to sleep and listened to Alyssa's breathing pattern.

"JULIETTE...JULIETTE...WAKE UP! WAAAAAKKEE UP!" I sat up and rubbed my eyes. "Whaaat?" I moaned. "LOOK AT THE TELEVISION!" She screamed. "Okay, but stop yelling." Mrs. and Mr. Horan bolted in and sat on the couch. "Did ya hear?" Mrs. Horan said. "I know! That's crazy! I'm right here!" Alyssa responded. "What is going on!" Alyssa picked up the remote and reminded the television. She pointed and said, "Watch."

There was a nicely dressed lady and she placed her papers down and reported;

BREAKING NEWS!

CELEBRITIES, Alyssa Payne and Juliette Fox Payne, WENT MISSING IN IRELAND MINUTES AFTER LEAVING THE HOSPITAL WITH NEW BABIES, Charlotte Faith Styles, Nathan James Horan and Lily Autumn Payne. ONE DIRECTION ARE TERRIFIED ABOUT THE GIRLS' DISAPPEARANCE AND THE COPS HAVE BEEN CALLED. WE ARE ALL WORRIED ABOUT THEM AND WE ASK YOU, IF YOU KNOW WHERE THEY ARE, CALL THE NUMBER 1(517) 237- 5598

"WHAT THE HELL?!" I exclaimed. Niall's mother picked up the phone, "We know where you are...I'll call." We all giggled. After minutes on the phone, a rapid knock came on the door.

Alyssa's POV:

The knocking on the door was constant until Niall's parents answered the door. I heard the hysterical sob of Niall of how worried he was and thankful that his parents found us. I was still upset with them.

I heard footsteps through the hall and hid my head under the blanket I had. I felt someone poke me, I sat up and saw the big brown eyes of the one and only Harry Styles. "What?" I said. He crouched down and got in one knee. I was speechless. "Alyssa...My little kitty..." A tear rolled down my face, I remember long ago when we had these cute names for each other. "Hazzabear." I whispered as he smirked. "I love you so much and I would be honored if you spent the rest of your life with me. Will you ma-"

He got cut off as Niall walked in. He walked over and pushed Harry on the floor and got on his one knee. "Alyssa, I love more than anyone ever did." He glared over at Harry. "Will you do me the honor and -" Harry pushed Niall away and finished, "Marry me. Will you marry me?" Niall got back and said, "No, will you marry me?" They both kneeled there silently staring at me waiting for an answer. I can't choose. How could I?!

I dated Harry and I have a child of his. I love him.

I had a one night stand with Niall and I have a child of his. I love him.

God dammit.

They stayed still and the other boys walked in with Juliette, Niall's Parents and the babies. Everyone stood there with their mouth open gasping. "I-I-I..." I tried to talk, but I started to cry. Liam came over to me and started to whisper in my ear, "Don't do it if you don't want to. You can say no to both." I stared at both guys who still didn't move. I stood up and walked over to Niall and gave him a tight hug. I let go and hugged Harry tightly too. I stepped back, I looked at everyone's anxious face, how do I choose?

I pulled Harry's arm and before we left the room, I said, "Please excuse us." We went into a bedroom with guitars and things young boy would have. I'm guessing it was Niall's old room. I shut the door and he sat on the bed. "Harry, you realize how difficult this choice is for me? I love you so much and I love Niall, too." He came close and held my chin in hands and pulled my lips into his.

Man... I missed his lips.

What am I saying? Should I pick him?

We separated and I looked into his bright brown eyes. So hypnotizing. I can't breathe."Marry me." I breathed out panting. He smiled.

WHY DID I JUST SAY THAT?

I had no time to think about it!

He grabbed my hand and slipped the ring on my finger. Now what? I called Niall in and Harry walked out. I hid my hand in my pocket so Niall wouldn't see. "Before you say anything." Niall said, "I support what ever decision you make and I'll always be there for Nathan and Charlotte." This made me feel worse. He picked me up and laid me on his old bed, he got on top of me and started to kiss me. I love him. "Marry me." I breathed out.

GOD DAMMIT I DID IT AGAIN!

He smirked and grabbed my hand out of my pocket. Thank god I slipped the ring off in my pocket. He grabbed my hand and slipped the ring on my finger. "Well, I'll be glad to marry you." Niall replied. He walked out and I took off the ring and pulled out Harry's from my pocket. I stared at both rings.

This choice will affect my whole life.

I walked in the other room with both rings in my hand. Everyone stared at me, "I have to choose, do I?

Everyone nodded their heads...