Fall Down {TaeBin}

II

Taeyang's pov

I put my jacket on.

- Yes hyung what it is ?

- Sit on my lap

I complied. He hugged my waist and kissed my cheeks.

- What did you want to tell me ?

- Nothing in particular. A dad can hug his son

He already sexualorientationzoned me and now he fatherzones me. It's so hard, it's getting even harder.

- Where will you guys go ?

- I don't know he told me he wanted to take me to his favourite spot in the city

- I hope y'all have fun but be careful if he gets weird or anything call Daddy and I'll pick you up

Daddy ? Oh my god why is he doing this to me ? Fortunately he can't read my mind or else he would be disgusted by the obscene things that I'm thinking of right now. I hate myself Youngbin hyung cares about me I'm his son but my mind had to play me like this.

- Thank you hyung but I really have to go now he must be waiting for me, I say as I get off his lap

- Okay Tae have fun, he replies before kissing my forehead and leaving my room

I leave the house. I don't feel like taking the stairs I'll wait for the elevator. My mind is a mess as I get in the elevator, why did it have to happen to me ? I could have fallen for someone who's gay but no I had to love the least accessible guy ever. It makes me so sad because I live with him I see him on a daily basis, how could I forget him ? I feel like crying. I get in Mino's car as I exit the building.

- Hi hyung

- Taeyang why are you sad ?

Before I could even utter a proper sentence I burst into tears. He must think that I'm weird. I can't talk I have a hard time breathing. He gave me water and hugged me until I calmed down

- I'm sorry I shouldn't have broken down in front of you

- It's fine and if you don't want to tell me why it's okay I won't force you, he says wiping my tears with his thumbs

- Thank you. By the way where are you going ? I asked as I saw him start the car

- You'll see

He drove for an hour while listening to music, he has good tastes. He cracked some jokes while we were talking about our lives, he is very funny and I seem to forget about all my problems. We finally got to the place, it's Han River.

- Here we are, he says before parking the car, are you hungry ? I brought pizza and sodas

- Yes I am my members ate dinner without me because I was going out

He laughed before getting the bag at the back of the car. He took out a box of pizza and two cans of soda. We ate calmly while talking about our respective groups, I really needed a night out without SF8. After we were done eating he proposed to go for a walk so we did. The weather is very nice even if it's freezing my jacket is too thin but I won't let it show.