Fall Down {TaeBin}

XIV

Taeyang's pov

One month passed and things didn't change much, I'm still single, Hwi and Dawon hyung are still together, Juho hyung and Chani are still together, Rowoon hyung and Mina noona are still together, Jaeseong hyungs are still single and Youngbin hyung is still dating that bitchass model girl.

The only thing that changed is the fact that we often secretly make out without the others members but Hwiwon knowing. Plus we never talk we just wait to be alone, make out until we're out of breath and go on separate paths as if nothing happened. I know it's wrong but I don't know how to confront him. My friends tell me that he likes me but doesn't accept it, I wish I knew what goes on in his mind.

Anyway I don't have time to think about Youngbin because we just arrived at FNC. Us vocalists will be having vocal practise this morning while the rappers are still sleeping and will have rap practise later in the morning.

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We just got home from the company and I'm hungry. Rowoon hyung didn't feel like cooking, neither did the rest of us so we decided to order food. As I was about to open the Uber Eats app a text from Seungyoon hyung grabbed my attention. He was asking me if I wanted to grab lunch with them and I replied that I would love to, he said that they would pick me up in 15.

I looked up at the members and told them I wouldn't have lunch with them because I've been invited. Inseong hyung jokingly said that I was betraying them and the rest laughed, I'm glad it actually doesn't bother them. Fifteen minutes later Yoon hyung texted me that they were outside so I hurried up. I greeted them as I hopped in Seunghoon hyung's car, I'm happy I eventually got closer to them. When Mino hyung would tell me his members appreciated me and wanted to be close friends with me as well I wasn't believing him I always thought I was bothering them when I would come over. Now I'm coming over even when Mino hyung is not here and they know everything about my situation, that's what I call character development.

Ten minutes later we're at a sushi shop since they've been craving for sushi since yesterday, I didn't have a particular craving so I don't mind eating sushi.

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We've been staying in this sushi restaurant for almost an hour, we had a lot of fun as usual. We played a game to know who would pay and Jinwoo hyung was the loser. While he was paying Seunghoon hyung asked me if I had something to do and I said yes because Hyuntae hyung told me to come over asap because he had something important to tell me. Seunghoon hyung told me they could drop me off at Hyuntae hyung's place and I thanked him.

Once Jinwoo hyung was done paying and flirting with the waitress we finally exited and got back in Seunghoon hyung's car. I'm really curious I can't wait to be at Hyuntae hyung's place. We've gotten very close since his birthday party, at first I thought he was going to ask me out since he was being flirty at his birthday party but when we met afterwards he didn't try to hit on me once so I guess he's flirty only when he's tipsy. He always listens to me in my "Youngbin bullshit" as Seungyoon hyung would say. Hyuntae hyung thinks that Youngbin likes me and it really confuses me.

I was lost in my thoughts until Seungyoon hyung shook my shoulder

- Seunghoon hyung's been telling you that we're already here

- Oh sorry I was lost in my thoughts

- We figured it, Seungyoon hyung chuckled

- It's okay we know that Hyuntae is unpredictable so let us know what was so important

- I will, thank you for dropping me off and Jinwoo hyung thank you for the lunch and see y'all around

- No probs bye, they replied in sync as I got out of the car

When I entered Hyuntae hyung's building I didn't bother waiting for the hellevator, I took the stairs. When I got to the 1st floor I hurriedly knocked on his door. He opened it right away and let me in. I went to his kitchen to get myself a glass of water because I was out of breath. He closed the door and followed me to the kitchen. He waited until I chugged the water down to start talking

- Listen I figured your Youngbin boy out, as I told you I'm 100% sure he likes you but he needs a boost to admit it. We'll give him this boost and make him jealous, let's fake date

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I'm sorry for giving you guys a messy chapter I'll try to update soon to make it up :(