mute man | Septiplier

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Jack's POV
Like the description says there is big trigger warnings. If you are able to be triggered by the following: Suicidal thoughts/Actions. Please skip until I say it is safe to read. Look for bold, capitalized and underlined words. Thank you.

I don't want to be here.

Standing here.

Breathing here.

I want to bury myself into the ground.

Throw me in the deep end

And watch me drown.

Let my lungs fill with water.

As my life slips away.

How do I get out.

Please.

I'm scared.

I'm terrified.

I'm petrified.

I don't know what I'm saying.

I don't know what I'm thinking.

I could be dead right now.

It feels like it.

It feels like I'm dead.

I need him.

Dead.

Or.

Alive.

I just need him.

I take out my phone.

But my phone is not my phone.

It is glitched.

And broken.

And not even an object.

But it turns on.

His number is already open.

I text him

                                                           You'll never see this Mark. You might be dead for all I know. But I just want to say.

                                                              I love you.

I'm sorry for what you'll see when you wake up.

                                                      If you wake up

                                                          it's my fault.

                                       I'll make things better

                                                                 promise.

  You won't have to deal with me anymore

                        I'll be gone before night falls.

                      I can't tell if it's night anymore

                   Day and night are the same now.

                                                 it doesn't matter

Because at both night and day I live and I die.

IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED YOU CAN READ HERE AND DOWN.

                                                              I love you.