Unfinished Business ~ Ryden

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This book will have mentions of suicide, strong language, sexual scenes and many more. If you're not comfortable with these things please don't read this book. There will not be mpreg in this book.

                    BRENDON

It's been a year and a half since Panic! split and I lost the one person I devoted my entire being to but lately things have gotten to be too bad. I've tried to get back to writing and tried to get back to normal life but I just can't. I've tried to keep my mind away from him but it's nearly impossible. Every word I write every song I make ends up being about him and I just can't take it anymore. That's how I ended up here, waking up in the middle of nowhere with nothing around me and a note in my hand. I look around and sit down before pulling the envelope open and unfolding the note to find a few simple words. Fix it. Finish what you've started Brendon Urie. Complete your destiny. Well that's brief.
Oh yeah you're probably wondering what happened to me so let's get to that shall we?
After Ryan left and after I tried and tried so hard to get to be better and move on, no matter what I did I just couldn't move past the thought of him.
I ended up driving up to our favorite hill side to reminisce on the good times with him. It's just how I wanted it to end I wanted to distract myself from the bad and think of all the good of when we were together. I looked around and let out a breath closing my eyes thinking of when we sat down to write When The Day Met The Night together.
                     Flashback
"We finished it Bren!" Ryan said clapping excitedly.
I chuckled and got up pulling Ryan close to me.
"Dance with me." I whispered softly caressing his cheek.
"There's no music silly." He said back, his honey brown eyes sparking in the moonlight.
"Sure there is, we both have a voice and a beautiful song we just finished writing." I told him, smiling at him.
Ryan smiled back and nodded.
"Okay. I'll dance with you Mr. Urie." He said.
I smiled and took one of his hands, putting the other around his waist and slowly started swaying together.
Ryan smiled and laid his head on my shoulder as we danced together, happiness radiating from the both of us.
We were so in love at that point. It was the two of us against the world, nothing could come between us.
Ryan pulled back and looked up at me, passion and love illuminated within his eyes.
He slowly leaned in close enough to where our lips gently grazed against one another's.
He closed his eyes and whispered in a low voice.
"I love you Brendon Urie."
               End of flashback
I kept my eyes closed and slowly leaned back letting my body fall into the air off the side of the cliff.
Everything felt like it was in slow motion, the wind rushing through my hair, the sudden sensation of Ryan's fingers running through my hair on a day when my anxiety tried to get the best of me causing my body to ease and the tension to disappear from my muscles, relaxing into the fall.
I opened my eyes one last time, looking up at the sky Ryan and I used to sit under together to watch the sunset or sunrise.
"I love you too Ryan Ross." I whispered before my body collided with the bottom of the cliff and everything went black.