Sleep 睡觉 - Kim Namjoon

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Long chapter again :)

A guy who's neck was bruised, head was bleeding, and hands were tied up in chair was calling her name. Y/N ran up to him, not before locking the door closed and shoving a chair unto it.

"O-oh god"

She ripped the hem of her shirt and wiped the oozing blood from his head, he heard him groan.

"D-doll"

She ignore his call and searched for a first aid kit in the room, but of course none were found. She went back to aid the bleeding man who was sitting in a chair looking devastated.

"I'm sorry"

She whispered and crouched down, hands on head, pulling her soft brown locks harshly. The room fell in an silence, the atmosphere filed with heavy emotions. But all was gone when a loud knock interrupted them. Y/N panicked more and rocked her now trembling body side by side hoping that it would somehow sooth her, but her mind said otherwise.

The bloodied man stood up groaning as he does so, he went in a nearby drawer, pulling it open and pulling out a gun. He stared at the girl who stood in the middle of the room, rocking side by side looking like she had seen a devil, to which she did not literally but the person was merciless enough to be one. He slowly made his way towards her, limping as he does so, clutching his bloodied head.

He gave her the gun, and she held it with a shaky grasp.

"Make him go to sleep doll"

She shook her head and stared at the gun in her hands. Looking at like it's bomb that's about to go off the minute she aimed it. The banging hot louder and louder by the second and all she could do was to stare at the shiny piece of weaponry.

"Doll... do it for him"

At this she perked up, turning her attention from the gun to the man beside her. She wondered what he'd mean, and as if the other was reading her mind, he flashed a smile, eyes turning small, dimples being showed; now she had understand.

"Do it for me"

Y/N took a deep breathe before aiming the gun forward, and with a loud bang, that resembled a thunder the door opened and a big man, with a sharp looking knife stood there, his expression angry.

"You fucking rat!"

He spat at the injured man.

Y/N had her eyes wide opened but she quickly recovered from the state, with her life that was normal about a month ago, it turned into this there was nothing that could surprise her now.

"Seokjin..."

The said man flashed them a sickening smile before laughing out loud, like the maniac he is and although Y/N didn't want to admit it she knew that laugh anywhere.

"You finally recognize me wow your dumb!"

He laughed some more before pointing the big knife at her.

"Your gonna kill me sugar?"

She nodded and her index finger rested on the trigger.

"Do it then"

She doesn't know why but she was hesitating whether to end this all or to stay and be a slave.

"What are ya waiting for"

She shook her head and dropped the gun and helped the bloodied man with a equally pissed and glad expression. A part of him was still there, where he had respected Seokjin as someone who was loving and not crazy.

"Jungkook and jimin can't live without you Seokjin..."

The man laughed and clutched his stomach. Y/N frowned in disbelief.

"Jungkook doesn't care about what I do or who I am! All he cares about is that dying girl! All he cares about is his one sided love! He never cares about his brother whom worked so hard just to feed him, make him go to school and all that bullshit kids have to go through! But he chose love! And chose to ignore and hate me! Oh and Jimin too, ever since he got that new phone of his he'd stuck his face up the screen the moment it lights up! And two days ago he left me with a note saying he wasn't happy with us, and that he'll be fine! He never even said 'I love you'! Both of them left me!"

The man was crying and laughing at the same time, the knife he held was no longer in his grasp, it was lying flat at the floor.

"I always wondered why they chose love... thanks the person who was their when they needed support, the person who sacrificed a lot to keep them up and runnin' their brother who loved them more than those girls... I was really curios and all died down when I started having feelings at you"

Somehow the girl already knew what he was talking about, she already knew everything behind it.

"At first I ignored the feeling but it grew and I didn't want to be like my brother, who's a lovesick idiot so I hired Namjoon to kill you but he failed me so many times! I was going nuts! And so I had it and decided fuck it! My brothers left me for love, it's only fair that I do so too!"

She was right. The reason behind all these madness was of jealousy and the lack of attention this man had from his family, she would've pitied him but he did a lot of things that caused multiple scars, physically, emotionally, and mentally. Y/N didn't know what to do, she was mad herself.

"You don't love me"

That simple statement was enough to trigger the man, for he had stopped laughing and crying all together. He stood straight and have the girl the most blank face he could muster.

"You just... lack attention from you brothers... right?"

At this point, the girl was inching closers towards the mad man and left the other silently amused by her braveness.

"You just needed someone to appreciate you and what your doing for him right?"

He shed more tears and nodded, he felt weak and small.

"Come... please I'll try and fix you, I'll try and give you the attention you need"

He let himself be in engulfed by the warm hug and sweet words.

"I'm sorry seokjin..."

The said man said nothing and just hugged the woman back, let his tears fall.

"I'm a-afriad"

His voice was husky, and it came out barely a whisper but it was enough for her to hear.

"I-I'm a-afriad that I-I w-won't be h-here to l-let you h-help me the v-voices they'll- "

And for a moment it felt like they've switch places, for she was now the stronger one and he was the weakest one.

"You will, just let me help you and you'll get the attention you need, and you'll be..."

A paused. Y/N took a deep breathe and caressed the man's hair.

"Awake."