when it's almost midnight
and you lay in your bed
and you think about the times
you've been hurt
when you start wondering
if there's anything you can do
if there's anything you're good at
you feel insecure
when you look at others
so happy and without pain
so fake but convincing
you're not the same
when you listen to the silence
slowly killing you
slowly making you feel dead
you're down as never before
when you want hurt yourself
destroy this beauty
destroy the purity
you can feel the tears
when you can't even smile
after hearing good news
after looking at your comfort
you just want to scream
when everything breaks
you've been hurt
you feel insecure
you're not the same
you're down as never before
you can feel the tears
you just want to scream
until all the when's are gone.
[22.05.2018]
Ich hab lange überlegt, ob ich das hier überhaupt veröffentlichen soll, aber naja. Man kann es ja immer noch wieder zurückziehen.
DU LIEST GERADE
Day by day
PoetryDay by day I keep thinking way too much. So, let me share my thoughts with you. cover by myself. [texte in deutsch und englisch. nachfolger von 'deep down'.]
