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Kim So Hee *** We were back at the house. I looked around everything was the same. I went upstairs and the room for the baby was still the same. I walked to the crib and saw a picture. It was a picture of my baby. I grabbed it and saw it was going to be a girl. I tears started falling as I fell to the ground. I was crying again like before. How could I forget that Jungkook made me lose my baby.
How could I have easily forgiven him? I felt Yoongi arms and around me as he hugged me. It was girl, we never even made it to the baby shower. It's like amnesia hit me and I forgot about everything when I was with Jungkook. I most be really going insane.
I call him a monster, but I most be worse than him. I really hate myself, why am I so stupid! Why am I like this! I want to kill myself. "Mommy?" I heard Ji Hee come closer, but I was too busy crying. I really hope this is a dream or that I'm daydreaming.
I want to get over this pain. I'm such a horrible person. I wonder how Yoongi get through all this. I started to calm down as I got up and looked at the crib one last time before walking out of the room.
—> time skip
It's been a month now and I haven't of Jungkook. Maybe he is coming up with a plan or he went to kill someone. What's wrong with me. "Honey, let's go for a walk." Yoongi said as I nod and went to change my clothes.
Ji Hee was already ready as I came downstairs as I started feeling dizzy and everything went black. It's weird because it didn't any normal faint. I feel peaceful. I'm at peace with everything. Did the pills started working? Am I really ending it now.
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This book is coming to an end I'm tired of writing two books so I'll end this one and I'll continue with the Mafia one. Hope you enjoyed this crappie chapter
