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Hazel's diary [TFiOS]

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"As the clocked ticked forward, while the whole world went on without realizing thousands of people died this minute, we're drowning in oblivion. Time is unforgivable. And one day, these stories will be forgotten too and if that day comes, who still...

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Bottled feelings

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by tealocked

9th of October, 2013

I didn't know what I was doing in my last diary entry. Probably it was the beginning of the saga of 'exploding' bottled up feelings. Of him, I guess.

This is the first time I've had an 'explosion' of bottled feelings, but eventually it will blow me up. It’s inevitable. Sooner or later, all of those feelings will come out at once. It would harm people, and I don't want that.

I'm a grenade and at some point I'm going to blow up and I would like to minimize the casualties, okay?

(I know I've expressed my feelings several times in my diary entries, but there hasn't been a saga of feelings yet.)

Also, I haven't heard from Isaac for a long time; he didn't call me, text me nor did he come by. I should give him a visit.

Grief doesn't change me; It reveals me.

- Hazel