A/N : Dedicated to that one girl, she knows who she is and what she feels...
P.S: Some of this stuff actually really is me inside (Reference:Cage in brain...) ( FYI- if you really don't know me - I am MESSED UP ) and honey don't I know it...
My hands - it's like they're possessed
Writing everything I thought I knew
It's a diary except
It's not for me - it's for you
My hands are flying at the keyboard
One moment is all I need
I'll write down my whole life story
If it pleases me...
I don't know what to say
When I meet you face to face
My words - they don't come out right
So I'll just write it all down in this place
That way I know how to speak
If we meet, one night , in the corner of your street
I keep thinking of that one time
When my hands met yours
Then I blushed and I hid away
From the lingering love you had in yours
What would've happened?
How far would we have strayed?
If I didn't know any better,
Love is what I'd say...
I know it won't happen
It simply wasn't meant to be
I feel the same anyways
My feelings want to be set free
I won't get no hassle
I'd hide from the referees halfway down the lane.
If only I knew what might have been
I might not have felt this way
But I do and I don't
I don't know how to change...
I saw you that night
With that boy down Parkfield Lane
Flirting in the park
While I knelt there in the pitch black dark
I felt this anger I never knew
Like something just SNAPPED!
It wanted to get out
It wanted to be free
To cause a whole load of pain
I never let the monster out...
I keep it locked away!
Down the cage in my brain
Past two sets of concrete walls
And an assassin just to be safe.
They call it thee green eyed monster
But that simply cannot be true
I never really truly loved you!
So how can it be JEALOUSY?
Clawing at my chest
Begging to come out
To cause a little pain
To the one who felt your plump lips
Had your body taut over theirs
Had free rein to kiss and caress you
While I knelt by the stairs...
