Just imagine it (TaeGi fanfic)

love maze

We drove in peace, not a peep from either of us. It was quiet on the way there. It was pretty nice to be honest. I didn't mind having quiet. Especially not after a time of such awkwardness and nothing but yelling and such. But even after such a thing I wanted to talk. I wanted to hear noise and, I wanted to hear him. But I didn't say anything. I chickened out so are was no noise. We got farther and farther from the college. I couldn't take the silence at all and I guess he couldn't either.

"So, what is it with that not and you. Do you know him or something? What was his name max?" I just rolled my eyes and looked away from him. Just hearing his name for me to upset to even talk. He takes my hand rubbing my knuckles and I freak out pulling it away.

"I don't want to talk about him...," He just nods and continues driving.

"Why can't I hold your hand? Mine isn't cold is it? It doesn't look that bad,"

"Why are you looking at your hand and not the road. That's the dumbest thing you could possibly do!" I see him flinch a little bit but he continues driving.

"Because I wanted to know what was wrong with it. You wanted me to hold you so close and stroke your hair before but now you're acting like I'm your worst enemy,"

"You're not I'm just not used to people doing that okay... I didn't mean to snap at you I'm just sore and cranky right now. If I snap at you I don't mean it at all it's just the one thing that makes me feel somewhat better," he nods and tries to hold my hand again but in a different way. I feel his hand lay on top of mine. He was a smart person. I automatically wrapped my hand around his. He smiled and started laughing.

"See I'm not that bad of a romantic," he was so confusing. I never said anything about him being a romantic but he's here talking about how he wasn't a bad one. I was so confused to what he was trying to say and it made no sense. He hasn't changed one single bit from when he was a kid. I'm pretty sure he is still a kid just without the small body.

"What is with you and being so happy. I didn't even say anything funny,"

"It was a happy laugh, I was happy you grabbed my hand back. Plus your expression was priceless. You looked so memorized it was really funny."

"You make me so confused sometimes. I really don't understand you."

"Well than I guess you're just gonna have to spend more time with me and figure that out,"

"Fine maybe I will!" I say like I was trying to win something, and who knows maybe I was. Maybe I was trying to win more than just something. Maybe I was trying to win a place, it could have been in his heart. It could have just been in his arms. Really to me it didn't matter just as long as I was somewhere with him.

"You know you're extremely cute when you're trying to impress me,"

"Impress you?! Why I said anything about impressing you!?"

"I used to be a therapist. A love therapist and I know when someone is trying to impress," he said chuckling and making me regret ever saying anything to him. I couldn't believe him at all so I guess it was just left up to me admitting it.

"Fine maybe I was trying to impress you but what do you care?"

"What do I care!?," I nod," I care more than anything! Wouldn't you be so happy to find out after so long someone liked you? Because I would. I would love to hear that someone was trying to impress me,"

"Okay I am trying to impress you! But don't get used to it!" He smiles and parks into his driveway. He gets out of the car coming to my side and picking me up out of the car walking to his house. I lay in his chest wrapping my arms around his neck. He didn't mind me at all. I liked when he carried me I have to admit it. He was gentle and it made me want to sleep. I loved the smell of him to. I loved everything about him. There was nothing I didn't love about him. I swear. He continues inside and lays me in the bed.

"Mind if I join?"

"I wouldn't be able to sleep if you didn't," he chuckles taking my shirt off. I let him do so, it was getting hot in there anyways so I saw no problem with it. He lays to the side of where I was and I smiled turning away from him and closing my eyes.

"Do you like having your back rubbed?" I quietly whisper yes and he starts to rub my back. I smile closing my eyes even as he pulls me closer to him. I didn't understand why he did that but I liked it. I was probably really sticky from the humidity. But he didn't seem to mind at all. I was very surprised. My mom would make me take a shower if I was. I didn't even know how I would take showers now. It would be impossible. I didn't want to have to go back ever again.

"Please stay close to me Taehyung oppa," he pulls me closer. I was closer to him than ever before and I loved it. I loved the feel of his arms around my waist. I loved the feel of his warm breath on my neck. I wanted him, I wanted to be his and nothing else. Why did everything have to be so new? Why did everything have to be so confusing? Why didn't I care anymore?