Just imagine it (TaeGi fanfic)

distractions vs interactions

pan can really get to you. Physically yes, it aches and aches no matter how much people tell you how good the aching is. Although your body is rebuilding itself it still aches. You can feel pain emotionally to. Just, it's more effective, the only thing that makes them similar is how they radiate through your body waking you up in the middle of the night.

"Shit," I mumble to myself feeling my headache pound against the inside of my skull. Everyone the blood made its big circulation my body I always felt it in my legs. Just numerous amounts of pulsing through my head and legs. I was so tempted to wake him up But I didn't want to at the same time. It made the most sense to distract myself from the pain. I swing my leg over letting it slip off the befitting the ground. It didn't make a loud enough noise to wake him up though. I bit my tongue tasting blood and crawled my weak pathetic body to the hallway. The carpet burned my knee caps and every time I heard shuffling I froze not sure if he was going to wake. But he didn't. I didn't notice though so I kept crawling. I kept crawling and crawling until a pain shot through one of my legs. I collapsed groaning than looking behind me. There was a dark image coming closer to me.

"What are you doing out of bed?" I take a deep breath in than blow a bit that of air into his face, his eyes widened surprised and he jerks back falling in his butt.

"Still want to know?"

"It would be nice if you were to tell me. Especially since my butt hurts now," I ignore him than start crawling again. He picks me up throwing me over his shoulder than walking to the living room making a sharp 180° turn almost bashing my head against the wall.

"Hey watch it!" he continues to walk ignoring me. There comes a time when kids have to learn the hard way. With him... It was well past his time. I raise my arm up flattening out my hand than smacking his already sore butt.

"OWW!!" He throws me on the bed rubbing his butt. It sort of sung my hand so I didn't even want to imagine what it felt like, "I didn't even do anything except take care of you! Why did you have to hit so hard?!"

"Because, you ignored me like a bad boy,"

"I did to reply! I rolled my eyes at you,"

"Well that's even worse come here and get your part 2 ," he backs up with his hands over his bum

"I just wanted to know what you were doing!"

"I didn't want to wake you up so I didn't, that and my legs were hurting so I wanted to watch some tv to distract myself from the pain,"

"Are your legs that bad? You should have just woken me up baby," his words ring through my mind, especially the last one. 

"W-what did you just call me?" His face lights up probably from seeing the burning red in my cheeks

"Baby, do you like that nickname? You look like you do! You look like you llloooovvve it!" I roll my eyes groaning than turning my back to him.

"You need to learn to shut up," I growled. He obviously heard it because i felt the presence of his hand hovering over above my arm. I didn't I'd upset him that much. He didn't even mumble anything either. I started to get lonelier just lying there. I more carefully get out of the bed letting myself down little by little than start crawling. It hurt twice as worse as it had before. I kept crawling until I heard a low mumbling . I stopped sitting down and listening very closely to him wanting to hear what he says. So I sit down and listen.

"What does he mean I have to learn to shut up! It makes no sense to do that to someone. You can't just be happy to see someone than totally regret being near them," i did make him feel that way.... I gulped looking down as my heart ached. I didn't mean to be that harsh to him. I was so sad now for doing that to him. I really didn't mean to hurt his feelings. It was still so wrong of me to do but I can't control myself sometimes. I see feet enero my peripheral vision so I slowly look up as he lifted me off of the floor. I looked at him than down at his collar bone.