Hey (Slazo x Reader)

ken

(this is for 1k because screw you past vann)
(also this is forwarding about two weeks)

ken is a broken soul, with a broken heart. he is scared of being mistaken for weak. youve known him ever since third grade, and he's so much more different than he was. he was actually a good student, had close friends nearby and actually did well in classes. one day, his friends started treating him like trash. he didn't know how, didn't know why. all he could do was copy. he put up a wall between him and expressing his true emotions. he threw a facade on, hoping it would trick them into not thinking he was weak. it worked, but he got himself into a situation. he was now known as someone he isn't. he's so scared of reverting back to his old self. scared of what would happen if he pulled that facade off. people could treat him like shit again. he could get crushed by everything. so he continued acting. acting like the person he isn't and never will be. he even added some "cool guy" act in the mix. getting chicks here and there, but never actually being interested in the relationship.

he was actually really only interested in becoming your boyfriend.

ken didn't bother you too much before you became michael's girlfriend. he always thought, 'she's single, you can always do it next time.'. he told himself again, and again, and again but was left brokenhearted by his own actions.

he was strolling through the mall, trying to rid himself of negative feelings about all this, when he saw you and another boy together. he put two and two together and realized what was happening. no. he couldn't lose the one, the one who he actually loved.

this was when all this trouble started. everytime he saw you and michael together, all lovey dovey, he always felt this pressure in his chest. nothing told him to be like this, it just felt like something he had to do. too keep his sanity. his reputation. to keep you.

today, he stopped to think. stopped to think about what he was doing. this was wrong. to push someone as kind as that to her limits? you asked him so nicely too. the thought of you just made him feel different. he wanted to show his feelings for the first time in a long time. it didn't matter wheter he kept his reputation or not. he was bottling up so many feelings for so long, it was slowly bringing him to the edge.

(btw i wrote this last night at 10 pm so sorry if it sucks)