Hey (Slazo x Reader)

im sorry

ill start with the good things first

id like to thank you for allowing me to hit a major milestone of 10k reads. its a feat i thought id never even accomplish in my life.

im glad people enjoy commenting on my book. i see every comment you all put on my book and i appreciate every single one of them. they make my day a little and i even end up thinking about them during inappropriate situations and laugh.

thanks for participating in this book, basically.

but

my life has kinda been really messy.
i havent posted a part since august, my self esteem has been declining (although im having efforts to raise it currently), im a piece of lazy shit that wont even update a single chapter

ive had the idea of the next chapter in my head for months now, but still, i dont trust myself to update for so many reasons

i always tell myself,
oh ill update today! or tomorrow
but it all ends up going to shit when i touch my phone and all the fears take over me and i watch a youtube video to get rid of it and i end up forgetting about the goddamn chapter

also,
ivd kinda been losing interest in slazo lately
i really appreciate the community but
i dont know
it feels kinda boring to watch his videos now
i still watch them to support him though but
other than that id really not watch his videos

please dont think im so selfish, i didnt give up on this book the moment i get 10k for the sake of having that many

i know some people would think that but trust me ive lost interest so long ago

im sorry

ive just been so conflicted for months on whether i should even continue this book or not

i hope you understand.

sorry again