before him

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before him there was a boy

a child but acting like a grown up

some words to describe him would be

jealous, angry, and possessive

what you don't see through those words are what he showed her

he showed her

love, kindness, and honesty

she could not see the ugly parts of what he could be

for she was blinded by her love for him

and what she thought was his love for her

or maybe she could see those parts but pushed them away

in an attempt to have a perfect boyfriend that every girl wanted

except, not every girl wanted him—only her

for the other girls could see through his facade

they could see him for who he truly was

and in one night she was able to see it too

in one night the veil hiding these things from her was torn away

long gone was the tender loving boy she knew

all due to one quick, messy night in the back of a car

one night—clothes removed and hands gone too far

one night where a simple 'no' should have been enough

one night where when he saw that first tear drop

he should have known she was hurting but still he didn't stop.


-m.j.

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