sometimes I wonder why you picked her
and then I realized she has long legs,
a great personality, sweet smile, and perfect hair
meanwhile there's me with basic, messy brown hair,
brown jiggly thighs, paired with basic brown eyes
sometimes I wonder why you picked her
and then I realize she can sing and be in crowds with no issue
she doesn't care what anyone thinks of her
meanwhile I chose to stay out of the spotlight due to nervousness
and care far too much what people think of me
sometimes I wonder why you picked her
and then I realized she can go out when and where she pleases
meanwhile I'm 18 and have to ask my parents for permission
to leave the house
sometimes I wonder why you picked her
and then I realize she can do things with you in bed
she can please you, keep you satisfied
meanwhile I was barely even comfortable kissing you
sometimes I wonder why you picked her
and then I realized she's everything you wanted
she's everything I'm not.
-m.j.
