Her Admirer ||GOT7 Jinyoung fanfic ✔

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<Jan pov>

I sat in the white room, shaking from the cold and the huge load burdened onto my shoulders. My heart sank when I saw her hand slowly droop down over the hospital bed. The doctors said she would gain conscious soon, depending on her body.

I held her hand and squeezed it. I was really upset with Jinyoung, but not only him, myself for not taking care of my maknae.

"Maknae-ahh, wake up... unnie is worried about you..." I said in a shaky voice. And her hand flinched slightly. I nearly jumped up in happiness thinking she would wake up soon but quickly sat back down into the plush chair, when the door slammed open.

"Oh my god... Val!" Krys ran over worried as hell, she sat at the side of the bed and stroked Val's hair, slowly tearing up a little. I stood up slowly and bowed slightly, staring at the ground in shame. It was partially my fault she was like this now and it hurt to see her like that.

"Outside now," Dley tapped my shoulder and I meekly followed her, still facing the floor.

"What happened?" She asked in a more gentle tone after we left the ward.

"Jinyoung and Jisoo... I'm sorry..." I looked at the ground and explained what I saw in the bathroom, "She said she was in the toilet at the back of the building and she already sounded very very hoarse, I obviously got hella worried so I ran down to check on her and she cut her wrist with a knife I gave her," I rubbed my arms sheepishly. Why did I give her a knife?

"Why did you give her a knife in the first place pabo?" Dley asked incredulously and wacked the back of my head.

"She has been telling me about Jisoo smirking at her and stuff so I got suspicious after what happened in school with Macy as well... so in case it was set up I gave it to her for self protection," "but instead she used it for self harm," I paused to take a breath but Dley completed my sentence. I hummed in agreement and looked at the floor, shuffling my feet.

I explained to Dley what had happened in school. But when I started on what Jinyoung did, I slowly felt anger rise in my heart. He was horrible. Why wouldn't he trust her? Apparently, Dley was just as mad. I was fuming with rage after processing the information and thinking about what Val told me before she passed out.

I wanted to get back at Jinyoung so bad. He was stupid. We could all tell that he loved Val very much. But he didn't trust her. Which was the bigger problem. But now, Jisoo and Macy are like threats. We have to watch our step while dealing with them. But the next best thing that would ensure the stability of the situation was to raise the matter to our superiors. No doubt Jinyoung and Val are going to be separated but its for the best, but who cares at this point of time?

Krys suddenly ran out and shouted what I wanted to hear this whole time, "GUYS!! VAL IS AWAKE!!"

<Val pov>

I was somewhere. But that somewhere did not resemble earth at the least. Wait but now it does... it was foggy like a night sky but... it was dark. It cleared soon and I saw somewhere familiar... wait... that was me! And Jinyoung... we were at a playground.

I remembered that... it was when he confessed to me. I smiled painfully, it was the happiest day of my life. When he gifted me a bracelet and promised to love me. I trusted him and was sucked into a black hole. I was still trying to climb out. It was a happy and sweet memory. But it hurt to think about it now. I turned away from the image only to see a more painful scene.

Jinyoung and Jisoo kissing. It was still painful. It was like being stabbed in the back a million times. I feel to my knees in the strange world I was in and sobbed in front of the image.

His smirk that I once admired, hit back at me in all the wrong wags. His smile that I melt at no longer flashed its beautiful self to me. His love that I crave for... was given to another women...

I shot up only to realise I was dreaming. It was such a scarily horror and nightmare. But it was reality. I was sweating and my throat was feeling so dry and sore. I was about to shout for water, still unaware of my surroundings when I heard a loud thud.

Wait... white room... white table stand... drips hanging... heart monitor... I WAS IN A HOSPITAL! And Krys fell onto the floor.

"Unnie..." I whispered in a weak voice and she immediately scrambled to her feet but fell again in her flurry. She rushed to the nightstand and grabbed the glass of water present there, banging her ankle against the leg of the table on the way. It made me chuckle weaking as I raised the glass to my lips, my dry ass throat finally blessed with the moisture of water.

Krys didn't say anything but was in a frantic hurry to run out of the room and slammed through the door, a loud resounding whack echoed. "GUYS!! VAL IS AWAKE!!" she shouted loudly, I could her her voice shaking from excitement. Wait... I was asleep? I recalled what happened and my mood immediately dampened.

I pulled my knees up to my chin and tucked my face into my knees and started sobbing again. It wasn't until I smelt something strong and metallic... and heard the door crash open. A liquid seeping through my lips and I sprung out of bed. Realised that I was nose bleeding.

My unnies ran after me promptly, signalling Krys to get the doctor and helping me. I nose bleed when I cry sometimes and when I was under a lot of stress and pressure. The doctor came in and advised me what to do, patting my back and telling me to calm down, before pulling Dley out to update her about my condition.

"Don't stress Val... calm down... everything's fine, we have you back okay? Calm down its okay to cry but please stop soon. Its scaring me and makes me sad." I could imagine Jan looking sad and like she actually cared for once. Krys walked in because I could hear her saying that everything would be alright. I loved having them as unnies.

Soon I felt the bleeding stop and looked up to face them. Krys handed me a bottle of water and helped me open it and I drank. Jan went to throw away the bloodied tissues. I lost quite a lot of blood. I could tell, I studied medical stuff in school before. I turned to the mirror and poked my cheek and sighed. I looked awful. My skin and dry and puffy and my eyes were red and sore. Don't even move to my white chapped lips.

"I look horrible..." I muttered sadly and looked at my worn out and tired state. I put the bottle back to the sink surface.

"Well, I brought some face masks to try and cheer you up..." Krys started and dug into the bag she was carrying and Jan zapped her. "Not the time," she hissed.

"Nah its okay... it would cheer me up and make me look better..." I smiled a little before poking my dry pale skin.

"Nope..." Dley walked in, "you always look beautiful dear little maknae..." she smiled and hugged me. Soon Jan and Krys joined in and we had a group hug.

"Ms Kim, sorry to interrupt but, you should rest." The doctor, Mrs Min walked in a smiled at me. I nodded and went to the bed. I was about to tuck myself into bed when I heard Jan's loud voice asking if they could still put a face mask on me. Mrs Min laughed and said yes.

I smiled to myself. No matter how done and upset or emotionally injured I was, they could always cheer me up. That was what bonded us so closely. We were like chemically combined atoms, a compound. But now... I still wonder what Jinyoung was thinking... was he informed is he worried? Will he show up? Thoughts pondered in my mind as my body slowly slipped into a deep slumber.

A/n, hope you didn't find the chapter overly dramatic and enjoyed 😊❤