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~ok. Hello again I hope you have enjoyed my book so far. It is my first book ever and I am pretty new to all of this. I want to thank you for reading it this far.~

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•This is set one year later. Connor and Maddie are still dating happily. For everyday they dated Connor gave Maddie a baby doll. Connor was always to nervous to say I love you to Maddie. Nothing has changed. Or so they think....•

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>Maddie's  POV<

Yet again another day was my first thought. I looked to check the date on my phone.....

"WAIT!!! TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!" I scream at the top of my lungs.

Then a text comes through it is from Connor....

It read:
             Hey bae, happy birthday I love u lots and lots I need to let you know that I am unable to go to your party.    :(   I am sorry love u.

I admit I am upset he is my boyfriend.
I get up and get ready for the day.

I decided I an going to the park with my friends. We were there for about a hour and Hannah spots Connor....

"Hey Zizi. Is that Connor with another girl? Wait he is with Nashi!" She exclaimed.

I look to where she is pointing. I see Connor and Nashi sitting on a bench. He hands her a baby doll one like the ones he gives me. I start to tear up as I see him kiss her.

I got up and went over to them....

"Not able to go to my part huh?" I said annoyed as tears of sadness and anger flowed down my cheeks.

"Bae it is no-" I interrupted him.

"Don't bae me. We are done." I say going to grab my bag and go home.

He is left standing there.

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•The next day•

>Connors POV<

God I feel terrible for doing that to Maddie.... I have gotta make it up to her.

So I went to the shop where I get all the dolls I give her and get a big one.

Hopefully this works....

'She doesn't love you. Just give up on her. Better yet give up on you.' For some reason these thoughts were in my head since yesterday. It was  driving me crazy. It was also making me filled with self hate and a lot of it.

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>Maddie's POV<

I was in my room looking at all the dolls Connor has got me 364 of them. If I got one today it would be 365.

Next thing I hear a knock at the door so I go to answer it. When I open the door I see Connor. He is holding a big baby doll.

"What do you want", I said stepping outside and closing the door so my parents don't hear.

"Here." He hands me the baby doll.

I grab it and throw it across the garden.

"What on earth would make you think I want that! What do you think i an like 5 or something! You can't even say I love you! I hate you!" U yell this at him.

He looks at the doll and then me. His eyes filled with hurt. He started to walk over to the doll and picked it up.

He then walked to the middle of the road in front of my house. He looked at me and smiled then frowned as a truck came speeding around the corner. He mouthed goodbye to me then it hit him.

My eyes filled up with tears, flooding my face. I fell to the ground shaking. I got up and grabbed the doll. It had his blood on it.

I looked at him. He was very badly wounded and wasn't breathing. My heart shattered to  pieces.

The truck driver was already calling an ambulance. I look to him. I can't really see what he looks like through the tears.

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•at the hospital•

Me, mum, dad and Connors parents were at the hospital....

A doctor walked in....

All of a sudden loads of nurses came in surrounding Connor. I looked like they were panicking.

A few moments later them moved away nearly in tears. I didn't understand what was happening until a doctor turned to us....

"I am so sorry but he has sadly passed away...." He said as a tear streamed down his cheek.

Connors parents started crying as did mine. Me on the other hand... I couldn't cry. It was like my body went numb. I couldn't even move. My heart was in pain. The room around me seemed to disappear.

That was it he was gone....

I stayed quiet the whole way home. I just held the doll in my hands. I stared at it.

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•at my home•

I was in my room. Crying and crying. I squeezed the baby doll with his blood on it so tight. Then it said something in Connors voice.

"Maddie. I love you and I am so sorry for hurting you. If you take this I know you forgive me. If you don't well I hope you keep this forever. I am sorry I never said I love you in person. I really love you Maddie."

I started crying so hard. Then I thought what if the others said something too.

I pressed each of their stomachs. Each one said "I love you".

Why am I only realizing this now... I thought to myself. Crying.

I am sorry Connor please forgive me. I tucked my head into the doll. My tears were mixed with the blood stain. I love you too. I love you more then anything.

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~That is the end of it. I hope you enjoyed it and plz tell me your opinions on it or any improvements I could make for my next story. Thank you for reading!~