An Excuse
I wish I couldn't understand.
So it wouldn't hurt, I will be glad.
And I won't cry myself to sleep.
A beautiful and flawless smile will etch on my lips.
Suicidal thoughts will never cross my mind.
There will be no broken pieces of glass that you could find.
No blood will be wasted in this battle.
No petty fights and struggles.
No countless bruises on my arms.
I wouldn't have brought myself harm.
No shoutings during midnight,
.
Nothing but a peaceful life.
I could've trust more than I expected.
Let my guard down so I could get off the burden.
Give and never would expect something in return.
I could've proudly say that "I already learned."
Sadly, this is just a wish.
Something I'm hoping I would someday reach.
I wish that I couldn't understand.
So I could find an excuse and it wouldn't hurt my soul so bad.
