I laid in the bed still trying to recovery from what happened last night. Eissa was with my mom so I had the whole day to myself. I looked at my phone to see I had hella calls and text and then I looked at the date. May 16. I started laughing how could I forget my own birthday. I was 51 today and damn proud of it. I texted back a few people when I got a call from Gil. "Happy queen day" I laughed and thanked him. "Dress up I'm taking you somewhere" He then hung up. I got up and put on my normal look and went outside to Joey smiling at me . "Happy Birthday Janet" he said opening the door. I thanked him and got in the car. We drove and then stopped at some building joey told me this was where Gil wanted me to meet me. I walked in to being scared damn near shitless. Everyone popped out of nowhere with birthday cannons screaming happy birthday to me. I smiled surprised as hell. " One time for the birthday bitch , Two time for the birthday bitch Fuck it up if it's ya birthday bitchhhhhh" I began dancing along with them and we said our greeting and the party started. I was talking to dom when I felt a tap on my shoulder.
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"Happy birthday beautiful" my mouth dropped I had never seen him in a suit and my god wasn't he fine. "T-thank you" I stuttered for some reason I was nervous to be around him. "Why are you nervous Ms.J" he said handing me some flowers and a box. I shrugged my shoulders. " you know you barely talk right?" I nodded my head. "Why is that?" I looked away . Truth be told it was because I was afraid too. Wissam taught me to only speak when he felt it was necessary and if I did it when I wanted to I got beat. " okay don't answer that at least not right now." I nodded at him. He then rubbed his hand on my shoulder and walked away. "Queeeeeeeeennn we have a surprise for youuu." Gil and the dancers came up to me. "So the next 2 and a half weeks we don't have shows because of the hurricanes so I thought it was a good idea for us to all have some bonding time over this course." He said handing me a key and I raised my eyebrow. They then took my hand and led me to a Limo. Denzel set next to me. As we got there I was the last to get out because they wanted me to wait. I got out and I was in awe. It was beautiful.
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"We are going to be staying here for awhile and also I'm sorry but Eissa won't be joining us until a week and a half from now." I looked at him like he had lost his mind. I needed my baby with me. " I know queen but you need some grown up time." I signed because he was right hell even my doctor recommended it. We walked in and they picked bedrooms while giving me the bigger one. It was the most beautiful room I had ever seen.
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Although the tub was shaped like a dick. I looked at the clock and it was 11:00. I opened the box that Denzel gave me and inside it was a key. I was very confused. I got up and went to his room when I saw that he had a lock on his knob. I stuck the key in and it opened the the door. I walked in to see him sitting on the bed reading a book. "Well geez didn't think you were gonna use the key tonight I could've been naked you know" he chuckled with it. " I-m I'm sorry I j-just was-" I tried to tell him but he cut me off. "Hey hey hey calm down I was just joking, you can use the key when ever you need." He said brushing back my curl. "Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you looked with your natural look." I looked down and blushed. He pulled up my head by my chin and kissed me , I kissed back and he picked me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist. He began kissing my neck and that when I smelled his fragrance. I instantly had a flash back to Wissam on top of me. Forcing me to have sex with him. I pushed Denzel off of me. "Please no" I said snapping out of it. He looked at me. I let a tear fall. " did I do something wrong ?" He asked worried. "N-no it j-just you smelled like him and ... and I thought I was back under him" I said putting my head in my hands. "It's okay Mi Amor , I'll go wash up with a different soap and we can watch a movie or something." I shook my head no and got up. " I-it's pretty late I sh-should go I'm sorry." I said I as I grabbed the key off the floor and left. I went back in my room and laid down and cried. Why did he have to break me so bad?
