Recovery (book 1)

Chapter 17

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Janet's pov
We walked into the hospital to see Eissa still hooked up to the machines. "Mama loves you babyboy" I whispered to him. Denzel came and hugged me and kissed me. "Mama will be back, I'm going to lay papa to rest." I said kissing his forehead. As me and Denzel were walking out that girl walked passed us with a smirk. As we walked out we were bombarded with cameras and lights.
Janet is it true your sleeping with your backup dancer?
Is it true that your still sleeping with jd?
Are you pregnant?
What are you gonna name the baby?
Did you try to kill your son to keep him away from his father?
Janet Janet Janet Janet Janet
We had finally got in the car and I was pissed. " How did they know I was here?" I screamed. "Calm down J to much stress for the baby." He rubbed my stomach. I rolled my eyes. "Are you still sleeping with him?" He asked. "What Denzel? Please stop talking to me right now how could I sleep with anyone else when I'm with u 30 hours a day?" I yelled . Today was not the day for his bullshit. We pulled up to the closed ceremony. As I got out I was greeted with my family. " you really had the audacity to bring him here" Latoya snapped. " Latoya if yo Bitch ass don't wanna be the next funeral we attended I suggest you shut the fuck up talking to me I." I snapped As I walked away. The funeral began. I had already said my goodbyes to Joseph when I was in the hospital. So I was content. But it's something that was still messed up inside of me that I couldn't pick out. It's the same feeling I had before I found out Mike died. I grabbed Denzel's leg. He rubbed my back. "I got you" He whispered. I nodded my head. Soon it was all over and I was waiting on my car. "Janet we need to talk." Denzel said. "Can you wait til we get home baby please." I said pushing my glass up. "No because I'm not going back with you." He said putting his head down. "Babygirl I'm always gonna be here with you as a friend and the father of our child but the shit is just to much, and especially with the media and I don't wanna bring more stress to you and make things worse." He said grabbing my hand. I snatched away from him. "Don't do that you were just breaking up with me last week." He said. "That was for a different reason Denzel I was stressed and scared." I yelled bring attention to us. "J stop it your bringing attention to us." He said stepping closer to me. " I love you j and you know this." He said. "I found it ironic how the first time you actually say you love me your breaking up with me , FUCK YOU DENZEL CHISOLM" I pushed him as my phone went off. (C~caller J~ Janet)
C- Ms Jackson we need you to get to the hospital as quick as possible.
J- why! What's wrong? I'm on my way.
C- it's Eissa your son. He flatlined. We are trying to bring him now.
(End of convo)

I dropped my phone and screamed. My family ran up to me. Denzel grabbed me. "Get the fuck off me" I sobbed. I
Felt like all the men in my life were leaving me and now the only man that I gave life. How much more could I take lord?