This is how life goes

if only you knew

Jessica POV
Listening to them talk in the car I wasn't really paying attention because I kept looking at my phone thanking about Allison ken says he spoke to her and She was OK everyone was but I know her she no somethings up just then they say something that catch my attention I just give them a look when my phone rings a picture of my baby pop up I hesitate to pick it up but I do it anyway hello honey how are you how's everything and everyone's doing that's good oh now your dad and I are about to go get something to eat yes honey we are fine Love i promise so what are my favorite people doing wow I missed all that and that was very adult of you I'm proud of you guys oh honey we just pulled up to the restaurant so we will call you after ok tell everyone we say hi and tell your brother that we will call him later ok love you guys give kisses for me I miss doing it myself we can't wait to get back home ok bye bye I then hang up my phone and look at ken and he just nod his head in under standing while Emily just has her head down and I did the same thing I did when I saw her do it last time I picked her head up and then told her it's ok everything will be fine and she just give me a week smile and nod her head then we pull up to em bar and restaurant my favorite place to eat when we are here and it all hit me and I started to laugh so hard that I cried a little and they just smile at me then ken go to pay and the driver tell him the ride is free anyone who goes to em goes for free that's my way to pay it forward wow ok thanks ken tell him well I still owe you a tip so here and ken give him hundred dollar bill then get out as do we we go in and em tell us to take a seat while she goes and talks to the officers ken how could we have not none it was Emily place he just shaken his head




Alison POV

I woke up before everyone and something just doesn't feel right but I I think I will ignore it will go away but that never worked for me before so I just get up and get ready for the shower because I no lil E will be up in a little while and the house is still so silent so no one will here E as I'm going to the bathroom I see Jason hey morning he tell me I just say morning jay um I'm going to shower e still sleeping can u listen out he tell me ok I just smile after I finish I go to see that almost every is up preparing breakfast or heating it all up wow where did all this come from I say laughin call me when it's ready I'm going to call my mom I give e a kiss on the forehead and get a sticky hand to my face and e said mama morning love I'll be right back I'm going call nana n pop pop I get my phone I go to my contact hit my mom number and she finally picked up hey mom what up is everything ok she then proceeded to tell me they were doing just fine and they were going to get some food and she asked about everything and everyone we went on talking I told her about everything that happened last night even the part with Noel she told me that she was proud of me we talked for a bit more and I can tell something off we say our good byes I ho back to the kitchen I tell Jason that they will call him later after eating we all went our separate ways so no I'm all alone and I'm so happy bout that because now we don't have to talk about last night my parents will be on there vacation for another 3 weeks to a month and I'm still on break so maybe I should go and surprise them or maybe I should go somewhere else just me and e I think about telling the others then my phone rings and it's and it's Jason so I picked it up hey jay what's up we talked for about 2 minuets I asked him what he thinks about mom and dad and he tell me he doesn't think anything is going on with them he told me he would not be home for the next week so work thing came up I just tell him be safe and I'll let mom no he tell me ok love then we hung up I go to pack E bag so we can go out in a little and that's when I here my door bell ring I go to open it and it's the last person I expected to be so I just opened the door and away an said come in



Noel POV

So I cannot stop thinking about everything that's going on plus receiving that package with her name on it last month with a letter with my name on it and on not knowing what to do with it then running into cece going on that kinda date Emily only told me somethings that happened in that place that night she asked for my help I didn't even no want to do it for her I was friends with Toby and Alison back then not anyone else so I really didn't understand why she came to me for help and not them but I help her anyway she gave me some stuff and told me to hold it for her but now after getting that package I was lost so now I no what I have to do I get in my car and drive to Alison house I don't know what else to do I get there get the box out of the car and go to the door and ring the bell she opened it and tell me come in I just say thanks I walk towards the living room put the box down to take a seat she just looks at the box look I no you what you said to me and I have respected it all this time but you never gave me a chance to explain and with everything that happened the other night first of all I want to say sorry I didn't no this was your house cece just told me if I really liked her that I would go on this kinda ritual date with her she told me all the girls went out and that the guys stay home and hang I just thought she wanted to see if the guys like me before she gave me a real date I didn't no it was your house she then told me that it was ok and cece didn't no what happened between us and she understands but why are you here now well I wanted to say sorry to you again and i received this package a lil over a month ago and it's was addressed to Emily and me but I never opened it but I need to talk about that night and tell you somethings that happened that night if that's ok with you if you don't want to talk about it I understand but there are things you guys need to talk about that's just been on my mind so if u won't to call the others and pick a place to meet that would be ok or it can just be me and you for now it's all up to you after that I was about to leave her house telling her to call me when she yelled for me to stop


Ail POV

Sitting here thinking about everything Noel is telling all I can think is what the fuck is going on did we never stop it  is this something that was planned before we stopped it but how would they no to send it to Noel what the fuck do I do I have to call the girls I still here Noel talking to me then he says something about leaving and I stand up an yelled for him stop I have to call the girls and I need to get a baby sitter shit I have to call my parents to come home

A/N I no it's been a while but I had like 5 chapter that was in my drafts just waiting to put them out and Wattpad erased them all so mad 😡 so I had to start over ughh but here is a not so great chapter at least I think 🤔 for those who inboxed me here it is   

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