This is how life goes

Lifes feelings

Pam's POV

I wake up in the morning to the sound of Birds singing as They do every morning I quickly go to the bathroom to freshen up first then I go down to make us breakfast before Wayne comes back from his run when he gets back he always comes in gets a water then gives me a kiss and I scrunch up my nose at him and say shower now em always would do the same thing to me then he goes upstairs laughing to get cleaned up last night was fun seeing people we haven't seen in a while me and Wayne we got back late from a work gathering that might I add I didn't want to go to because all I could do is think about Emmy she hasn't called in a long time just about a little Over 2 months and I don't no what to do she doesn't call anyone besides me a Wayne because that was our deal and today is the day that Emmy left us 5 years ago and on this days I just like to go up to her old bedroom and just sit there thinking about my lil Emmy and all the things we all have been through and will be going through Wayne knows that and he just let me be after what happened to the girls he decided to retire from the army and opened up a small security business in town after Emily left and it's doing very well I think he only does it to keep himself Busy just like me with most of the stuff I do like still working and helping with opening the center in town people come from all over the world looking for us to help them this place does so so much good for everybody all the other parents help to and the girls and their significant others come by at least 3 to 4 Times a month to talk to everyone and help in anyway that they can they help so many people when they come even if it just Hanna making everyone laugh and making all kinds of clothes for everyone that needs it or Spencer give out free law advice or taking on a case for free or aria doing art therapy with everyone and it helps or her photography class that she and Ezra do together but Alison is the one that's here more then anyone else she does it all ged classes Reading and writing classes and a lot of other stuff for the kids its like she has her own little school her as I'm putting the plates on the table i here Wayne coming down saying that smile good let's eat I go back in to the kitchen to get the Coffee and fruit and we sat down to eat our food in a comfortable silence that was just ok with me

Wayne POV

As I'm taking my morning run through town thinking about last night and saying my hello's to some shop owners these are the times I miss Emmy the most this was our thing whenever I was home we would go running and do all kinds of stuff but run was our way of just feeling free at least for me I think for Emily that was swimming and well if I'm being honest with myself the other thing would be Alison I no she loved that girl as more than a friend just by the way she looked at her and just like I look at her mom and I'm ok with that because I no it's real because that's the way i look at her mom and I no that Alison feels the same way but I guess with everything that happened to them they never found the right time to tell each other at least that what I think but i no that they will find each other again at my work gathering for new client I had a big turnout and I was happy with the outcome Pam looked like she had a good time but I no better because I couldn't stop thinking about Emily all night and I no she has thinking about her to she hasn't called in almost 3 month and she has broken our deal so I have been preparing all the things that I need to find her without Pam knowing Emily had put a lot of money in the bank account 3 weeks ago I don't want to worry Pam or the others if I don't have to I'll give her 2 more weeks then I'll tell everyone what going on after I left because if I know them like I no my Emmy everyone will want to come help find her and I don't think that's a good idea because Emily never told us why she left us she just said daddy I need to go after everything that happened and never mind then she just picked up her to small bags and left she called us when she got to where ever she was going and for like a month straight after that when it was good for her but I no she calls My wife at least twice or three times a month and that's pretty much it she doesn't keep contact with anyone else friends of our have seen her while they where on vacation and have told us so I kinda have an idea where she is but with em u never know I get back home after my run Pam is up an in the kitchen cooking breakfast so I come from behind get a water and kiss her she makes a face and and tell me shower now I just laugh and go up to wash up thinking that was the part em loved the most after a run was messing with Pam I finished up quickly and went back down to Pam had had finished the breakfast so I say smell good let eat