Scoically Unacceptable (Tales of a Teenage Oddity)

Day 11 I think the titles are going to stop

        Okay, I know I didn't update three times a week like I said I would, I think that I'm going to cut it down to once a week instead. I also think that I'm going to stop giving my chapters titles, they're just to random to narrow down what they're about. 

        Now that that's over I have some things to address. First off, am I the only one who eats Klondike Bars in bowls. I mean they're tasty, but they just get so messy and they get everywhere. It's just easier to eat it in a bowl. 

        Second of all, I think that I may be seriously sleep deprived. I mean in summer school a teacher literally had to walk up to me and ask, "Grace, are you awake?" yeah, it was embarrassing. And last week I feel asleep for a second, just a second but it was long enough for my head to fall and hit the table. It wasn't hard but, it hurt.

         Third thing, I'm quitting band. Yup, my tuba playing days are over, I just don't love it anymore. Like I said before, the tuba will always hold a special place in my heart, but that's just not the direction I wan't to go in music, it never was. I've always wanted to be a singer or an entertainer, and I will be, it's going to happen. I'm to stubborn to fail, at least in things I really care about.

        One of the last thing I want to address is the thing I'm going to be doing instead of marching. Starting next week, I'm going top be a jjunior coach for the Trinity Mustangs. I used to cheer for the Mustangs for four years until I aged out of the program. I really want to stay involved with this program for as long as I can. The Mustangs is part of PPAL. PPAL is the Pasco Police Athletic League, what the PPAL program is supposed to do is help people with lower incomes or kids who are maybe getting in trouble legally, and give them  a creative outlet in the form of cheer leading or football. I'm so excited and this is why I've chosen to do this over marching. I've won first place a couple of times and I'm experienced in stunting, I'm a skilled back spotter and base, the coaches are new and inexperienced in the way we do things. I feel like I could really help these girls and I'm excited.

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        I just watched The Book Thief and my heart is literally hurting. I don't know what to say. If you haven't seen it yet and want to, SPOILER ALERT! It takes place in Germany during the second world war, and in the end, the main character Lesile's street gets bombed and everyone dies except her. Her parents die, her best friend, Rudy, dies, he enemy dies. I have mixed emotions about how it ended, Lesile lived and her other best friend, Max, who was a Jew that her family harbored for a couple years lived long lives when the war was over. The story is narrated by death and when her street gets bombed he explains things like what her loved ones where thinking when they died, and when Rudy dies he was talking to her and he just died. Death said that his soul just rolled into his hands and I was literally screaming things like, "WELL THEN GIVE IT BACK YOU JERK!!!" Anyways, before I go, do you guys do any sports or coaching? And yes I will be counting things like karate, marching band, and cheer leading, anything that involves physical exertion.

                                See Ya- Room99