Chapter 11
——————y/n POV———————After I got a little better I went to my bed and played on my phone till 12pm then I got food
M: hey do you want to go out to get food with me then get Starbucks?
Y/n: ok
I got ready to go.
I put on a simple grey cross over at the bottom crop top on with some white ripped jeans,some heals and to top it off a pink jacket.
Or this😂

I went to the car. Matt was in the house getting his keys to the car and I was getting the Bluetooth ready and it started to play " Gucci flip flops" (I love the song don't judge)
Y/n:" these bitches mad because they trash and they fucking for cash"
Matt came in the car and started blushing for some reason I don't know of. He was was acting weird. I mean, he is weird but he is acting weirder then Normal.
Y/n: why are you blushing
M: umm... I'm not. no reason. What are you talking about.
There is a reason
Y/n: oh. Ok
——————matts POV—————Fuck.
My.
Life.
I was going to ask y/n to be my gf but now I'm being a fucking pussy boy. But idk If she likes me back. I'm starting to have second thoughts about this. I have a whole entire thing planned. Roses. Fucking roses. So after Starbucks there is a premier for some movie that I forgot the name of but they invited me to the red carpet so I was going to get some roses and I have a 23 carrot ring that is purple.
Like this
Im starting to think that's too extra. I'm not going to propose to her or anything. But I also got her a Gucci bag.
Like this

I love this girl.
But I'm afraid that she is going to say no sense we have known each other forever. Like we're brother and sister
Brother and sister.
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Y/n POVMatt was being weird. He was sweating a little and the Air conditioning was on all the way. And he was kinda swerving off and on the road.
*matt looks like he fell asleep and swerves into other lane at a sharp pace and a there was a car in that lane.*
Y/n: MATTHEW
M:sorry
He said that so soft and so quick I could barely here it
Y/n: have you been drinking Matthew?
He didn't answer
Y/n: Matthew
M:...
Y/n: Matt fucking pull over now
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Matts POV
Shit.
I haven't been drinking or doing drugs. I'm just thinking about her
Her.
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Y/n POV
Y/n: Matt,
M: WiLl YoU bE mY gIrLfRiEnD Y/n?
I didn't hear him.
Y/n: what?
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Matts POVFUCK SHIT ASS IM DUMB
😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕😭🤕
FUCK THERE IS NO PLAN B WHAT THE FUCK IS FUCKING PLAN B
Y/n: Matt your scaring me. I didn't hear you.
Good.
M: nothing, never mind. let's just go to Starbucks
Y/n: ok, can I drive though
M:it's right there tho
Y/n: fine
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He drove smoothly this time. I'm worried about him. Is it that he fells like, he is going to throw up because of him and his pancreatitis or has he been drinking or is he nervous for something? I honestly have no clue. At allWe arrive at Starbucks and Matt gets a Gucci bag and hands it to me.
Y/n: what is this for Matt
M: you will see
He pulls me into this long big hug in front of Starbucks giving no fucks who sees, not even if the paparazzi just came. I didn't have this felling with mark. If I tried to even hold hands with him he would loose his shit and punch me. And not in the playful way.
~~~~~~~~~flash back~~~~~~~~~
Y/n: hey baby, what's wrong
*holds hands
Mk: what the fuck y/n
*punches me in my rib cage*
Y/n: ow mark
~~~~~~~end of flash back~~~~~~
To this day my rib cage, it still hurts.
M:I'm sorry for putting you in a uncomfortable position.
Oof I love him so fucking much
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We finish are drinks and we go home. Matt pickes me up and Carys me into the houseY/n: what are you doing😂😂
He puts me on the counter. Wall in laughing my ass off
M:close your eyes
Y/n: ok
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Forever&always ||blackbear fanfiction
Фанфик"So what's it going to be"Matt says nervously "Forever & Always"