13~G2g ttyl ily bsf

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                  Chapter 13
——————y/n POV——————
We got on the plain. Of course it was first class so I put my earbuds in to listen to music and not even 10 minuets on this plain matt was under my arm cuddling with me fast asleep when I got my head on the window blasting XXXTENTACION In my ears.

(A/N: I wrote this before he died me was my idol rip x)

The notebook slowly slips and falls from Matthews lap on to the ground of the plain. I get it and read it.without a doubt I awed at the first part.
It says :

•SONG FOR MY WIFIE AND I TO SING•

"Verse one(me):
Take a little bit of this, girl
I will show you what I'm on
It's not the beginning of something unwritten
It feels like we're living too fast to fall asleep
Take a little hit of this, girl
I will show you the way tonight
And I promise

[Hook: Blackbear]
That this could be everything you needed
This could be everything you dreamed of
And I, won't waste a minute, of time that were livin'
I won't waste a day 'less I'm wasting my days with you
I won't waste a day 'less I'm wasting my days with you
I won't waste away 'less I'm wasting away with you"
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This is so cool. I started writing on it

"Yeah
Let it in, let it be, babe
This is everything you need baby
We have all this time to waste
I won't even make you wait, so just come and lay with me
And I will show you how
I can show you now
Take a hit and let it out
Cause there's a method to my madness
All you need's a little practice"

Pilot: ok passengers we are to about to reached our destination to put all your devices on airplane mode and put your seatbelts on and do not stand.

I put the notebook on my side and tried to wake up Matthew.

Y/n: babe,baby

M:yes?

He says in a very deep voice

Y/n: wake up we are here in New York

M:ugh

He rubs his dark green eyes and groans.

He woke up and started looking for the notebook

M: princess, do you know where my notebook that I brought is?

Princess

Ahh I love when he calls me that.

Y/n: right here

I pulled it out and I laid it on his lap

M: did you look in it?

Was I don't supposed to?

Y/n: uhh... just look

——————-matts POV—————

I looked in the notebook. This bitch just wrote the other part that I needed in the song. Genius. I got all my stuff ready and we got of the plane. We went back to our hotels and we put our bags down.

Y/n: ugh

I flopped on the bed face first.

M:what

Y/n: I'm tiredd

M:then why didnt you sleep on the plane

Y/n: because your ass was planted on my waist and your arms were wrapped around me😂

M: oh😂

Y/n: yup

I went to go get some room service so I went get some menu and ordered y/n her favorite thing for dinner. Pasta. it took like 5-10 minuets. I open up the door I her the tv running.

M: I got pastaaaaa

She was fast asleep. Knew it.

Y/n: FUCK

she scared me. She jumped up out of bed and she was dripping tears sweat.

M: Y/N

Y/n: I can't breath oh my lord

M: what happened, are you ok?

Y/n: shit... oh,um, I'm, fine yeah I'm fine Yuppers

——————y/n POV——————

I had a dream about what is going to happen when I meet Anonymous or whatever the fuck his name is. I really don't want to go alone or even go anywhere without matt knowing. Ugh.

I ate. I didn't eat a lot. I'm just- not hungry.

M: babe,are you ok?

Y/n: like I said 5 seconds ago, I'm fine, I'm just not hungry.

The night when buy and all I did was worry I texted my best friend Diego (lil xan I love him fight me) I also knew him sence I was little

Y/n😉💦🤪:hey egg head😂

GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: hey butt head

Y/n😉💦🤪: wyd

GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: hanging with g hbu

Y/n😉💦🤪:wanting to take so much xans so I can die in my sleep🙂if I can even go to sleep

GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: oml y/n don't take xanies gurly, why

Y/n😉💦🤪:

GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: oh my god don't go

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GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: oh my god don't go

Y/n😉💦🤪: you want me to die? Me too.

GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: hell no lil ma. I want you to be save, did you tell matt or mike?

Y/n😉💦🤪: hell no. Only you. They probably don't know we are friends

GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽:but it don't mean shit if you ain't happy, though
Happiness is all that matters, I hope you know
And fuck it, let's just see what happens, take a risk, let's take a trip
Swervin' off the bourbon, hope we don't hit the dip💔💔💔

Y/n😉💦🤪:aw ty your my bsf ily

GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽:ily more

Y/n: ugh I wish I was at homeee

GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽:same, where are you

Y/n:😉💦🤪:In nyc because of my world tour hbu

GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽:same

Y/n:😉💦🤪:Your here?

GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽:yup. Anyway Got to get rest for tomorrow. G2g ttyl ily as my bsf

Seen.

I went to sleep after that because it was like 4am

A/N: sorry it's such a bad ending I can't with this chapter😂

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