Chapter 13 ——————y/n POV—————— We got on the plain. Of course it was first class so I put my earbuds in to listen to music and not even 10 minuets on this plain matt was under my arm cuddling with me fast asleep when I got my head on the window blasting XXXTENTACION In my ears.
(A/N: I wrote this before he died me was my idol rip x)
The notebook slowly slips and falls from Matthews lap on to the ground of the plain. I get it and read it.without a doubt I awed at the first part. It says :
•SONG FOR MY WIFIE AND I TO SING•
"Verse one(me): Take a little bit of this, girl I will show you what I'm on It's not the beginning of something unwritten It feels like we're living too fast to fall asleep Take a little hit of this, girl I will show you the way tonight And I promise
[Hook: Blackbear] That this could be everything you needed This could be everything you dreamed of And I, won't waste a minute, of time that were livin' I won't waste a day 'less I'm wasting my days with you I won't waste a day 'less I'm wasting my days with you I won't waste away 'less I'm wasting away with you" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is so cool. I started writing on it
"Yeah Let it in, let it be, babe This is everything you need baby We have all this time to waste I won't even make you wait, so just come and lay with me And I will show you how I can show you now Take a hit and let it out Cause there's a method to my madness All you need's a little practice"
Pilot: ok passengers we are to about to reached our destination to put all your devices on airplane mode and put your seatbelts on and do not stand.
I put the notebook on my side and tried to wake up Matthew.
Y/n: babe,baby
M:yes?
He says in a very deep voice
Y/n: wake up we are here in New York
M:ugh
He rubs his dark green eyes and groans.
He woke up and started looking for the notebook
M: princess, do you know where my notebook that I brought is?
Princess
Ahh I love when he calls me that.
Y/n: right here
I pulled it out and I laid it on his lap
M: did you look in it?
Was I don't supposed to?
Y/n: uhh... just look
——————-matts POV—————
I looked in the notebook. This bitch just wrote the other part that I needed in the song. Genius. I got all my stuff ready and we got of the plane. We went back to our hotels and we put our bags down.
Y/n: ugh
I flopped on the bed face first.
M:what
Y/n: I'm tiredd
M:then why didnt you sleep on the plane
Y/n: because your ass was planted on my waist and your arms were wrapped around me😂
M: oh😂
Y/n: yup
I went to go get some room service so I went get some menu and ordered y/n her favorite thing for dinner. Pasta. it took like 5-10 minuets. I open up the door I her the tv running.
M: I got pastaaaaa
She was fast asleep. Knew it.
Y/n: FUCK
she scared me. She jumped up out of bed and she was dripping tears sweat.
M: Y/N
Y/n: I can't breath oh my lord
M: what happened, are you ok?
Y/n: shit... oh,um, I'm, fine yeah I'm fine Yuppers
——————y/n POV——————
I had a dream about what is going to happen when I meet Anonymous or whatever the fuck his name is. I really don't want to go alone or even go anywhere without matt knowing. Ugh.
I ate. I didn't eat a lot. I'm just- not hungry.
M: babe,are you ok?
Y/n: like I said 5 seconds ago, I'm fine, I'm just not hungry.
The night when buy and all I did was worry I texted my best friend Diego (lil xan I love him fight me) I also knew him sence I was little
Y/n😉💦🤪:hey egg head😂
GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: hey butt head
Y/n😉💦🤪: wyd
GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: hanging with g hbu
Y/n😉💦🤪:wanting to take so much xans so I can die in my sleep🙂if I can even go to sleep
GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: oml y/n don't take xanies gurly, why
Y/n😉💦🤪: 
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GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: oh my god don't go
Y/n😉💦🤪: you want me to die? Me too.
GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽: hell no lil ma. I want you to be save, did you tell matt or mike?
Y/n😉💦🤪: hell no. Only you. They probably don't know we are friends
GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽:but it don't mean shit if you ain't happy, though Happiness is all that matters, I hope you know And fuck it, let's just see what happens, take a risk, let's take a trip Swervin' off the bourbon, hope we don't hit the dip💔💔💔
Y/n😉💦🤪:aw ty your my bsf ily
GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽:ily more
Y/n: ugh I wish I was at homeee
GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽:same, where are you
Y/n:😉💦🤪:In nyc because of my world tour hbu
GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽:same
Y/n:😉💦🤪:Your here?
GO DIEGO GO🤪🤞🏽:yup. Anyway Got to get rest for tomorrow. G2g ttyl ily as my bsf
Seen.
I went to sleep after that because it was like 4am
A/N: sorry it's such a bad ending I can't with this chapter😂