F.Y.E.

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How do I feel abt you?? I feel so many things I really cant comprehend or vocalize thoughts swimmin in my head abt you and me. I know its early into this ship were sailing and I just want you to command my vessel as it is your own. I dont wanna miss out on the opportunity to experience more of your lust as well as your love if you give it to me because terrible communication. I said I wasnt gonna try and force anything on you and I stand by that and I would love for you to be able to initiate a serious conversation abt anything you are feelin. I prefer 100% realness and honesty over a sugary sweet story so if at anytime you get bored of me or dont wanna spend time with me dont wanna be with me or you just need some space just say these things and I will respect your decisions. I know your reluctant to fuck with me because Im bi and I cant be mad at that but I dont like cheating dont like talkin to other people when im already involved with one person and I want you to trust and believe I dont have the time or energy to play games with your heart or mine. You are the only person I wanna be with the only person I think abt the only person that makes me smile for no reason. I hate that I live so far from you but I think its better this way I dont get extra clingy and like make you insane lmao. Im very affectionate and I be tryna dial it down so you dont think im crazy. I may look at other men and women but I only see you and thats how I wanna keep it. Ive had more relationships with men than women and as a result ive had more sex with men than women so im still pretty inexperienced when it comes to giving women pleasure but I wanna be able to please you just as much as you please me if you are willing to teach me I am willing to learn what makes you feel good. At the end of the day all I care abt is

you and me how we make each other feel how we connect inside and outside the bedroom and the little things that will make it seem like theres no distance between us atall. You may think im just talkin for the sake of talkin and you dont think relationships in this day and age even exist but if theres noone else you are interested in right now I want you to focus only on me because no matter what I will only focus on you and I will respect your heart and love as I hope you respect mine.

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