Where does the inspiration come from?? Is it comin from the pain I experience when I feel love that goes unloved in return?? Is it from the thought of someone caring abt me?? From thinkin I wont be alone?? Or is it all just an illusion a mirage formulated out of raw emotions I hope to feel as well as hoping someone feels the same abt me. Why do I put so much of myself in to caring for others but I dont do the same for myself?? I know I should but it just doesnt make any sense. Its like I need to feel the warmth of another human being whether it is through touch or simply just through affection I am a fiend for it. How come I dont get the same affection I strive to give to those I am exclusive with?? Am I not worthy of such love?? Is there a sign on my head saying "Not Intended For Love Move Along!" Am I cursed with bein someone who loves but is never loved in return?? Do I really have to train myself not to be such a loving giving caring human being so I am not made the fool yet again. Why should I change the fact that I love love and I love to love and I love to be loved?? Why is it so hard to find someone willing to let love take its course. Nowadays people just wanna find a good fuck buddy but when you love someone the connection in the bedroom is even more exhilarating. Will I ever experience this or am I doomed to a life of mediocre sex with mediocre humans?? Im not sayin I have the best sex and I am the best sexual partner but I am confident that once my heart is filled with love and its met its match my performance is that much more genuine and long lasting. If I get the chance to be someones everything I wont let it slip by me. I want the opportunity to give someone all of my love and more.
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Dark Chocolate Poetry
PoetryA collection of poetry from a dark chocolate diva. Some may be short some may be long but they all come from the darkest parts of my mind. (I am well aware of the grammatical errors in these poems they were all intentional and will eventually be fi...
