juliens pov
we walked into the classroom and all of a sudden, jenna tensed up and completely froze. i looked at where she was looking and her eyes were glued on evan peterson. i touched her shoulder and jenna flinched away as she booked it out of the classroom.
"um julien where is she going??" asked the teacher. i ignored her and rushed out to go find jenna.
jennas pov
i rushed out of the classroom and left the school altogether. i began to hyperventilate and grabbed the keys out of my bag. i unlocked my car and sat inside. i started having a full blown panic attack, everything turning foggy around me. i hated how much of a baby i was being about this but that person was on of the reasons i left and the fact that he's just sitting there in class... it made me sick.
i continued to sob in my car, trying my best to calm down. which, was doing absolutely nothing. i heard a knock on my window and screamed and cried harder. i faced a person. who was he? julien! julien, it's just julien.
i shook my head 'no' embarrassed that he saw me sitting in my car, curled up in a ball sobbing. he ran to the other side of the car and pulled on the door handle, which opened up the fucking car door. i forgot to lock my own car?!
he sat down in the passenger side and closed the door behind him. i continued to cry, tears just non-stop flowing. if you've never had a panic attack, it feels like you just can't stop crying and everything hurts and you wanna scream but nothing is coming out except for loud sobs. at least, that's how it is for me.
he let out a soft 'shh' and i slowly started to quiet down, even though i continued to cry like a baby. he rubbed my arm and i just stared every where but at him.
"please leave" i whispered.
"jenna no you're not in a good state i want to make sure you're okay." he said back
"i'm fine just, leave please."
"jenna-"
"get out of my car julien! please!" i yelled, cutting him off.
he looked at me, and i could see pain in his eyes. i knew that he was going to take care of me but i didn't want any pity, and i also didn't want any one to see me like this.
"okay" he whispered. he got out of my car and gently shut the door. he gave me a little wave before walking back into the school. i watched him walk into the building before bursting out into even more tears.
