Fuck my actual life. I literally hate it. I feel like I don't have any place. Like nobody would notice my absence. I don't wake up to good morning texts from anyone, I don't go to sleep with goodnight texts. The only snapchat I get is streaks. What's the point of having a streak with seine you don't even know. Like ????? I'm just so frustrated with myself. I feel like I was born to be hated. To be everyone's punching bag. Ik so different from everyone, I don't fit in anywhere. People say I'm "part of their friend groups" but I'm really not and I know it. I'm probably just being over dramatic. Sorry.
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