This pain is growing
Filling me with sorrow
Spreading through my limbs and heart
And clouding my brain
I don't know why I am saying this to them
My bullies, and my friends:
I hate you
I don't need you
Go away
But I am
And the pain is still spilling over, bubbling and taking hold of my words and thoughts
I hope I can change back
But I think the pain has scarred me
And I am scared.
