10 (suicidal senses)

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I screamed over her cries I couldn't take it - I couldn't take her. My mother rushed in again and froze up as if trying to decide whether to help me first or that little girl. Of course, she ran to the little girl and quickly calmed her down before noticing the red stains on my pillow.

Again with the hospital visit. My head was busted and bleeding. I wish I died on impact.

"Nylon, I'm considering taking you back to Indianapolis. I believe you were less.. Violent" my mother spoke as she rocked Sephora in her arms. This was torture. This girl followed me everywhere. He did this to me on purpose! I should've had an abortion or aborted my own damn life as a whole, if that even makes sense.

"Fuck you" I groaned. My head was killing me and this horrific mother I had just made everything worse, "just get rid of that girl" I demanded. I never said I wanted her in the first place. She could have stayed right in the adoption center. I'm sure someone would have took her in and freed her from me, her mental mother and her even more mental grandmother. She wouldn't have known how she was conceived or any of that. I'm sure I'd be better off myself too.

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