FanBoy - YoonSeok(Smut)Pt 1 ✔️

Chapter 16

Its been more than a few weeks, Hoseok couldn't more like doesn't wanna hear anything coming from Yoongi or his friends, staying home for Seokjin. jimin and Taehyung were the only ones who left and come back.

Seokjin felt so horrible that he broke things off with namjoon but thought it was for the best, now seeing how his reacting he retreat it but most of all his messing up his friends lifes.

"Hoseok aren't you tried of being here?" Seokjin asked sofrly

"What? No, I'm with you and jimin plus Taehyung is here too what else do I need?" Hoseok replied

Seokjin nodded softly looking at his food that had already gotten cold. Seokjin knew Taehyung wanted to go see Jungkook and jimin couldn't afford another 'sick' day out of his work, he took a deep breath and let go

"Could you guys leave?" He asked

"What?" Jimin asked

"Can you guys just leave me alone for a little?" Seokjin said looking up

"Why?" Taehyung questioned

"What's wrong?" Hoseok asked as well

Seokjin stood up rubbing his head trying to come up with anything else.. looking around he had an idea

"I just wanna fix myself but alone I promise if I need you I'll call you" Seokjin replied to his friends that weren't really wanting to go

"Seokjin.." Hoseok said softly

Seokjin sighed he really tried to not lash out but he had no choice knowing his friends..

"Okay could you just go home!?, like I understand you guys are worried about me but it kills me to see you three here all the time, Taehyung I know you're dying to see jungkook jimin you've been missing work 24/7!!" Seokjin yelled out

The guys looked at each other than back at Seokjin who had years filling his eyes already. Taehyung went to give him a tight hug, as the other two did as well. Seokjin clam down a little

"We are sorry Seokjin.. we will check on you later than okay?" Hoseok replied with a smile

"Yeah text you later rest well!" Taehyung said joking around

"And don't do anything craxy!" Jimin pouted as the three boys helped Seokjin clean up a little than headed out. As the three boys left out the door Seokjin felt like he finally did something over the past few weeks of being in bed and crying late at night.

// Ha sounds like my life story // 

Seokjin took a deep breath as he grabbed a bag of snacks and sat on the couch starting to watch movies. Mostly just romantic movies but these ones were filled with the sexual activity instead of the hole lovey dovy stuff.

Seokjin keep watching the moves until late at night he finally snapped out of his sexy shirtless t.v. man to see it was around 10pm

"Ooo I should shower" Seokjin whispered to himself as he stood up as headed to the bathroom. The water was all nice and heated up, he stripped butt naked as and stepped in the warm steamy shower he stood face forwards the water running down his chest hitting his shoulder lightly as thoughts began to be visual.

Seokjin can remember namjoom touch his soft large hands running down his side then softly swaft to his chest couldn't help but remember his lip sucking on his shoulder up to his neck oh the felt is electrify rushing through his body with every touch he remembered he couldn't help it..

"Seokjin! Get a hold of yourself!" Seokjin yelled out as he snapped back to reality quickly cleaning himself he turned off the water and stepped out wrapping a towel around his lower body whipping the mirror off looking at himself he couldn't help but see namjoom sad express when that night happened he was about to tear up when he heard the door knock.

Seokjin opened the bathroom door walking out, the steam from the bathroom flow out from the top of the door as he went to open the front door thinking it was the guys already coming back to him.

"Guys I said..." Seokjin open the door but atop with his words when he saw Namjoon standing straight ahead of him, his skin looked a little more pale and his eyes were baggy and red.

"Seokjin" namjoon said in a crack voice, he sounded like a man that had just smoked 2 packs.

"Namjoon what are you doing here.." Seokjin said looking away.

"I miss you.. I can't stop thinking about you! Why did you just walk away from me.. do you hate me now?" Namjoon asked walking closest to Jin

"Don't do this namjoon.. please just.. stop" Seokjin tried to not let tears fall

Namjoon wrapped his arms around Seokjin as he placed his head on his chest. Namjoon's heart was beating so fast Seokjin couldn't think if it was because he was sacred or horny..

"I have to change.." Seokjin said

Namjoon moved back slightly as he just noticed Seokjin was only wearing a towel, he blush darkly as he nodded and turned around. Seokjin was a little shocked but went to change telling Namjoon yo seat on the couch and close the front door. It didn't take long for Seokjin to come back fully clothed, he sat down next to Namjoon.

"I'm sorry.." Namjoon began

Seokjin just looked at him as the tears started to fill up again.

"I know we are so different but I really did fall in love with you seokjin.. everyday i think of you I smile like I'm on crack or when I see you I get so nervous I think I'll say the wrong stuff and I do.. because if I did something right you'd still be with me" Namjoon was confessing

Seokjin didn't know how to respond, he just watched the man he loves confess to him start to cry, but the worst part was when he turned to face him with a smile brighter than the sun. Seokjin couldn't help it anymore he hurt himself he hurt Namjoon everything was his fault and it's all because he wanted to save himself the trouble of being in love

"I'm so sorry.. I'm sorry I ever did this.. I'm sorry you meet me and had sex with me and become close with my friends I'm so sorry that I fucked up everything Namjoon..." Seokjin busted out crying as Namjoom rapped his arms around him tightly, softly patting his head. They stayed in place for a couple of minutes.

"Do you forgive me?" Seokjin asked

"Only if you forgive me frist" Namjoom replied

Seokjin looked at namjoon's eye as he looked back as well, they both have each other a simple smile that look you give when you just gotten a cookie from 7 eleven. Namjoon placed his hand softly on Seokjin's cheek as he moved in closer taking away any space between them, Seokjin kissed back as well without moving away.

"What was that?" Seokjin pulled back a little as he heard foot steps seeming to be running

"I'm not sure.." Namjoon replied as they both looked at the front door but shrugged it off.
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"He was right.. What did I do..."