Marrying the billionaires son

Suicidal thoughts

I numbly walk up to the hospital doors with Colton right next to me. I have no idea how I feel. This is the first time I haven't felt anything. Not sad, happy  or mad. I stare blankly at the front desk lady as she reads her very erotic looking book. Colton takes the lead
"Hi me and my wife are looking for Trey merandez."
The lady keeps reading her book and  just nods turns without looking away from the book and types away at the computer.
"Room 12 level 4 west wing." Is all she says. Colton walks on up ahead and I lean across the desk "just wait until you get to chapter 13" I tell the lady then follow Colton.

Finally making it to my father room I get a queasy felling but before I convince myself to leave I swing the door open and walk in. Getting a strong sniff of bleach and blood I freeze.

"She's in the room. Go ahead and have a go at her. Just make sure not to make too much noise, don't want there to be any trouble." I hear my fathers cold voice through his office door. I run back up to my room and hide under my covers. Footsteps come closer and closer to my door until the creak of my door is heard. I start to shake knowing what will happen. My bed dips down and a hand grabs my arm holding me down as I struggle. Looking into the eyes of my fathers co worker I start to sob. "Please please don't do this. You don't want me."

"Shhh stop struggling please baby I don't want to hurt you."  He start planting kisses on my face and neck. Feeling bile come up my throat I turn my head. "Please stop."
I hold my breath and he sits up and punches the head board "fuck! I can't do this." The man stands up and just walks out. I stand up and run to the bathroom making it to the toilet just in time To empty my stomach. I look myself  in the mirror and see a broken girl standing in front of me. Opening the cabinet my shaky hands reach the spare razor blades I keep to shave.

(End of flash back)
I step back from the door way and run. Down the hallway I go through a door and see a woman with a bloody bandage laying on a bed. Freezing up again I remember

(Flashback)
I look at the shiny sharp razor and smile. This will fix all my problems and I can see my mom again. Taking the razor and tracing my forearm I press hard and draw and three inch line on my arm. Letting out a whimper as the blood sprays and drips down the drain. I start on the other one before I hear a voice " gray you hear? I know you said to use the front door but I went through the window... your father kind of scares the shit out of me."
Shit I forgot Colton was suppose to come over and finish the chem packet for our project. I try to hurry with the other arm and let out another whimper. Colton's face pops up in the bathroom doorway. His face goes through a mix of emotions before running towards me. He pulls his shirt off and wraps them around my one wrist. "Shit shit shit fuck grey why." He whispers. I shiver and close my eyes thinking of his voice "you have to live you have to."

"End of flash back"

I crouch on the cement and start to sob. I feel a rush of cold wind then Colton's hands rubbing my back.
"Grey what's wrong?" He whispers in my ear.
"I fucking remember Colton."
I hear him suck in air then blow roughly out. He sits and pulls me to him. " Grey I'm sorry."
"Why didn't you do anything, why couldn't I remember, why don't I have the marks!" I yell and hold up my wrists that where tan and smooth. I lean into his chest and start to cry some more. "Why is my life so fucked up?"

"Let's start with question one your father threatened everything I had and knew. I didn't even know you where going to be raped until a year later which is when I set in motion the whole marriage thing. Your father made it seem like you had suicidal thoughts and he was good and you just need meds and help and shit. Second you don't remember because your brain didn't want you to it was too much and your brain just blocked it out , at least that's what the docs said, but I think your dad was giving you meds to forget about it, third you don't have the marks because your father is rich and did some magical shit to clear that up." He motions to my wrists.

"Lastly your life was fucked up, but now your with me."

Ok that had to be done. Now you know what shit happened and stuff. Hope you all liked and keep reading lovelies. Make sure to go check out my other stories.

Do you think Colton was shitty for not telling anyone about Grey?

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